MooMoo's Pastures

Why am I back here...

2005-11-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

I also have no idea why all of a sudden I am back to my blog...maybe its cos I got stuff that I am thinking about but I've got no one to tell it to now...but just to rant it out on a blog...sad huh?

I tried to sleep but decide to wake up to blog cos I can't sleep and its bothering me...getting dusty eyes too =(

Today went to work and ended up tired as usual...wanted to see my dear and I kept thinking of meeting her inbetween the little 'breaks' I could get from work...damn alot of new stuff and I'm just thrown into the sea with the 'either swim or learn how to swim quickly or get drowned' attitude. I was getting my hopes up after thinking about it (guess it helped me last the day) but after much discussion she still insisted that we can't see each other after work. She can't come out cos she's gotta eat dinner at home and I can't go to see her cos my leg will hurt.

But I really want to see her today...I miss her alot and I know that after this 3 months, she'll go back to Australia and I definitely won't be able to see her, and its gonna be for a damn long time...

Why can't she understand that even if my leg doesn't hurt, I still wouldn't be as happy as if I could at least see her and talk to her? I don't mind having to walk slowly and sort of limp back down that long slope as I did the other day while trying to rush for the last bus...at least I was happy. I am starting to get irritated that her mum had to force her to work so soon, almost immediately after she came back =(

I guess the final nail in the coffin was that she said she was too tired to talk on the phone so we ended up making it real short...I have to admit I felt really low morale and sad that today ended the way it did.

I really miss those days back in Australia when we were together everyday, doing stuff together, eating together and sleeping together...I guess those days are gone forever...

Are we slowly drifting apart? or am I asking/expecting too much from her? I really don't know =(

Back to Blogger...

2005-07-31T01:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh, just came back and returned the keys to Sean, thanked him for lending me his friend's car...guess wat, I'm back to my blog, and that only means tat dear dear is not wif me *sobsob* =(
It all came so suddenly this afternoon, when the phone call came and I woke up, dear got problems back home and she wanted to go back for a few days...ah well, wat to do...this kind of things is not expected.
Guess its back to blogger, even more DotA, and MapleSEA for me now...just hope she can come back soon, I am already starting to miss her =(
She should be on the plane now, watching the movies cos she can't get to sleep on flights, but, I think she will doze off sooner or later...so here's my goodnite kissie for you dear, you'll probably read this in the daytime or nighttime when your at home...long time after I post this blog...hope you're thinking of me too...
*muack*

Half a day more !!! Finally !!

2005-07-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Yay !! in about 12 1/2 hours time, dear dear is reaching perth airport !! woot !!
I gotta get up early tomolo to get the car (stupid Hyundai Elantra...no Toyota Corolla), den go pick her up...den after tat will have her company for around another 2 months before I have to go back to singapore =(
Must cherish this short time tat we can be together again...cannot waste even one minute =) Dun be sad dear, dun worry, you study so hard your results sure can pass wan lah...
Ok quick pack finish, weigh it, den go sleep liao, you got a flight tomolo !!
See you at the airport =) *muack*

One and a half days and still counting...

2005-07-11T03:43:00.000+08:00

Woot, in less than 36 hours, my dear is coming back !! And I found out today "you-know-who" isnt coming to stay during this period yet *naughty wink*
Anyways, I just came back from Raj's place after our second LAN gaming session of DotA...haha today its so much more different, I'm not as noobish as the first time cos I've been playing DotA recently =) Starting to show some power haha...Raj was very impressed...but of course ! =)
Tomorrow is going to be clean up day haha...I left the house in a huge mess...well not really huge, but still messy...need to clean up so tat my dear can come in to a cleaner house...and oso so that it'll be easier to do the final clean up before the owners get back =P
At least got stuff to do...keep busy until my dear come back den its busy on other things liao *yet another naughty wink*
Just remember dear, somewhere out there, in this big and scary world, there is a silly boy who loves you dearly, and his first name is MooMoo =) *muack*
And last but not least, of course you're better than a sports car !! wayyyyyy wayyyyy wayyyy betterrrrrrrrrr...
Sleep well dear, I will be thinking of you *muack*

2 and a half days countdown !!

2005-07-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

WOOT !! even more exciting than CNY, NY, and Xmas countdown put together!! Yeah, MooMooGirl is coming back in 2 and a half days !! *woot* *woot*
Actually, to be a bit more precise, its like 2 days, and 13 1/2 hours...but tats still good cos it means its SOON !!
Haha today just found out that she's oso trying cross stitch too...hope she doesn't manage to finish it before me, if not it really looks as if I am taking too long (it is really too long to be frank)
Today was another non maple day...omg, I didn't play maple for like 3 days? its DotA all da wayyyyyyyyyyyy...
On a sader note, I just received an email from mum less than 5 minutes ago and was told that my grandma, the last of the 4 grandparents, passed away last sunday =( yikes it took them one whole week to tell me about it...I'm asking quite a bit of questions cos I don't even know what she died of ?!?!?
Oh well, but that doesn't stop me from my deed for every day, which is to...
Goodnight dear !! *muack* *hug*

Is the DotA craze coming again for me?

2005-07-08T05:47:00.000+08:00

Haha, today spent most of my time learning the new dota, used to play it pretty hardcore back then but stopped for a long time. So many new stuffs to learn, even the whole game system has changed dramatically. Lol got pwned like a total noob today but I guess I'll learn it slowly...

Today went for dinner at Chinese Village and again the stupid fat woman charged me for sambal when I ate there. In Singapore, this would be unheard of, A$0.80 for a small plate of sambal !! She might as well go tai lang pang hei (kill people set fire).

On the way there, I looked up in the cold sky and saw the orion star and again thought of dear dear (and the time I was showing her how to tell where orion's star is and the north direction), and if she would be looking at the same star as me at the same time, and thinking of me, even though we're miles apart now...but alas ! She hasn't looked at it for a long time haha.

Also talked about a rather serious issue in tat she feels she's tying me down since she's young and would like to marry later, which would make me very old by then =P Its ok dear, I had already decided that I wanted to wait for you quite some time back when I felt that you are the one I wan to spend the rest of my life with =)

Sorry for talking so late and long wif you such tat you gotta sleep late...hope you tomolo dun panda eye and keep yawning when you go shopping wif your bro...and remember to dun wear low cut stuff when shopping =P

Ok you must be snoring like a little piggy pig pig by now so I wun disturb you with a goodnite kissie. *muack* <--- super quiet

Weather is turning real cold...

2005-07-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was like 0 degrees in the morning and today is 1 degree...I'm freezing my ass off here and not without my dear to hug =( Aside from all tat, MooMooBoy is lvl 54...starting to really feel the power hehe...
Anyways, today got up late and went to Abel's place to eat dinner, he cooked wanton and baked a herbal chicken while I 'taught' Jeremy the basics of cooking haha...and got him to deep fry the wanton and the vegetables. Dessert was Tang Yuan which was pretty good and I was offered red date tea with Luo Han Guo too =)
After tat went to Raj's place to play dota with them...very fun but I kept thinking of dear and wanted to call her but the line was used by a housemate and their internet access had some problems with the phone lines...so in the end I tried to end the lan gaming session earlier so tat I can rush back home to call dear dear...
Sorry about taking so long dear dear...dun be sad leh...goodnite kissie for u will be wet and big and noisy *MMMUUUAAACCCKKK*

Am I Lucky or Wat

2005-07-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

Haha today super lucky in maple, played a very short while and dropped a tobis and a icicles !! I think ever since I started training on the Grupins, my account's wealth probably got doubled !!
Just put down the phone wif dear dear...good nite, and sleep well...tomorrow dun cut ur hair too short :P
*hug* *muack* *hug*

MIA again haha!

2005-07-04T03:37:00.000+08:00

Haha, MIA for another 2 days of blogging :P

Today woke up late (as usual) and low morale cant see my dear. Played abit of Maple and dropped a Tobis throwing stars *WOOT* The feeling damn song haha. I did a quick check and found that my MooMooBoy on OMS MapleStory has dropped quite a number of throwing stars to feed the assassin...wow actually quite alot haha...until I have to sell the lower grade ones :) Here's my list now that I can remember:

1 X Tobi Throwing Stars (Attack 23)
2 X Icicles (Attack 21)
3 X Kumbi Throwing Stars (Attack 21)
10+ X Mokbi Throwing Stars (Attack 19)
1 X Wobli Throwing Stars (Attack 17)

After tat went to bathe at about 5.50 pm to eat an early dinner, but damn suay came out the stupid weather rain like dunno wat...damn heavy, I was fully dressed in shoes and all but after some contemplating, went back to change cos the rain was really too heavy after I opened the door to check. Rain was pouring and wind was damn strong...go out even wif umbrella will still be wet chicken (Luo Tang Ji).

After dear came back from her outing wif her friends, I didnt keep my big mouth shut and told her I havent eaten lunch or dinner and she got real upset :(
By tat time rain ended so I guai guai told her I go Caltex buy something to eat, ended up wif a Mrs Mac pie...not bad lah. But I seriously need to go get groceries *really* soon if not really nothing to eat and I cant depend on this screwed up weather to go out and eat as and when I want to.

Tomorrow I hope I can wake up early to go check if I can fix the computer...damn suay it decide to get down during this period. Should be hardware problem so I need help on this, haha and to think I used to solve computer problems as a job with IBM...

Now doing project, progress is good as I'm reaching my goal settings for each day but now getting into the tricky part when my inexperience with this gets me into trouble, I realised it some time back but it was already too late...argh ! I will just have to carry on with my initial plan, bo pian liao...already too far into it...sorry dear, it *might* look abit jialat :(
If you dun like it, just lemme know, I make another one for you, my fault for being stupid :P

Ok, a relatively long blog for one who MIA for 2 days haha...sleep tight dear, I LOVE YOU alot alot and MISS YOU alot alot *MUACK* *MUACK* *MUACK* <-- noisy kissie

Super tired...

2005-07-01T05:09:00.000+08:00

...at least I can sleep now...play game until so tired haha
Managed to level up to 52 in maplestory and got an icicles, tho I was really hoping for a tobis from those cute kittens =)
But the happiest thing today has got to be...
dear say she might be able to come back 2 days earlier *woot*
Goodnight dear...me going to KO liao *muack* *hug*

Yet another day...

2005-06-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

...that is cold, gloomy and most of all, without my dear dear =(
Ah well, wat to do...ren zai jiang hu shen bu you ji =P woke up late again...low morale, had a late lunch which was too hot for me, I backside itchy asked for the hottest haha, couldnt finish the food.
At night not so bad, at least ate the fried rice and got to talk to dear dear for a while. morale upped abit but still feeling quite down...when will I get used to it???
Just finished talking to nicole and realised she tot all along that I was staying with her in her house...had to clear the air and settle some admin stuffs...and yeah ! she agreed to let me use her snap !! haha !!
Oso just finished reading dear's blog...haha I tot she forgot :P
Dear should be sleeping by now...time to sneak in a goodnite kissie =)
*muack* <--- must be quiet

Drops crazy

2005-06-29T02:52:00.000+08:00

Haha...btw the last two days of mapling...of about 1-2 hours each sitting, I have been trying out the nependeths...damn good xp (99) plus damn good drops...or am I just plain lucky?
Initially went to them for a red cape but ended up with so many goodies lol, so far, in about 3 sittings, I got:

Lvl 40 bowman shoes (+2 Dex) X 2
Lvl 50 Red Napolean's
Lvl 32 Halfmoon Zamadar
Lvl 45 Pansy Earrings (worth about 1.5 Million)
Lvl 50 Blue China top (+3 Luk)

Wow...I really need to camp at them more often =)
Today also managed to help dear dear get online...which is good cos I can GB wif her and msn wif her...
She should be snoring by now (did I mention she grinds her teeth too) haha...ok good nite dear *muack*

Sigh...

2005-06-28T03:58:00.000+08:00

Going to sleep now...haha play until I feel so tired than can sleep...if not very low morale have trouble sleeping...dear dear should be sleeping soundly by now...glad to be able to hear her voice just now...very soothing =P
Anyways, this is for you dear dear, even tho I am not by your side now, I will be thinking of you and I know I will be there wif u in your heart...
Goodnite dear dear *MUACK*

Back in Blogger...sigh

2005-06-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today I am posting in blogger after so long and that can only mean one thing, which is my dear dear is no longer wif me =( *sobsob*
I just came back after returning the car and sending her off...really very sad but luckily neither of us cried. She should still be on the plane now...dunno wat she doing...maybe dinner or maybe sleeping...aiyah anyways she will be able to see her family and friends once she touch down so she should be alright...as for me, haha...damn sad...no one here left...stupid cold country...plus lonely...super damn low morale...sigh wat to do??? need to get license plus can buy an extra 2 months or so to stay wif dear dear when semester restarts...
Havent eaten a thing the whole day but 3 nuggets and half a pack of milk which I shared with her in the airport...but no morale to eat or do anything...am really at a loss now...but I guess I'll stone abit and will get over it sooner or later...until then, I'm just waiting for dear dear to quickly touch down in like 3 hours time, get home, eat her dinner, then bathe and call me =( life is gonna suck for the next 2 and a half weeks *sobsob* =(

Its Valentines Day !!

2005-02-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

Today i spent valentines day wif the one person i would want most to spend wif, my dear dear =) so of course, i am super happy =) someone can come beat me up and i will still smile i think...haha !!
It started wif me waking up, quite tired cos slept late last nite (6 am) and alot of people tok to me in the morning...so i got ready and went to get the flowers as i have already planned at yishun central...needed to get them on the day itself to ensure tat they are at their freshest and hence, look their best...cos only the best will do for my dear dear =)
When i reached the florist, was told tat i would have to wait for like 10 mins for the roses to be prepared cos they ran out of prepared bouquets...in the end, realised i tio pian cos it took like 25 mins or so...but its ok cos i oso wanted the lady to do it nice nice =P decided to take a cab down so tat i wont be late...
Met dear dear at Plaza Singapura and gave her the roses...haha !! it was quite a big bouquet and it drew alot of attention from people who passed us...some prolly were comparing the size of dear dear's roses to theirs and some were prolly just looking at the mixture of the red and blue roses. It didnt really matter altho we were abit paiseh about it but wat really mattered wat tat dear dear liked the roses alot and she seemed super happy !! haha !! she cant stop smiling !! her smile so big =) We watched the new chinese local romance show "I Do, I Do"...alot of other couples oso chose to watch tat show on valentines day =)
After the show, we spent some time reminding ourselves of how orchard road looks like before we go back to perth =P finally ending up at Jack's for our dinner but its still great to be able to just spend valentines wif my dear dear...cos if its anybody else, it doesnt matter even if the dinner is super good...cos i still wouldnt be as happy if i dun get to eat it wif dear dear.
It was quite late by the time we finished dinner so we decided to go back to her place...initially tot of the istana park but the bus had seats so we decided to go to her place to exchange gifts. I got an Ou De Yang cd & vcd combo (which i really wanted) and 2 of her super creative, 'specially crafted for me' handicrafts =) one of them for valentines and another for last month's anniversary prezzie...wow am i lucky or wat !! the gifts are all super nice and i like them all alot dear dear...thank you so much for the time and effort u put in to get me these gifts =) i am oso glad tat u like your gifts =) i oso noe tat u like the Ou De Yang songs and mtv...so i have decided not to open the cd until when we're in perth and i wan to play it and watch it first time wif u by my side =) oso i feel quite bad tat i still owe u the cross stitch for so long...i need to jia you alot...sorry dear dear =P
I really enjoyed myself today and if i can, i would like to spend, the rest of my valentines days tat i have until the day i die, wif no one else but u =) I LOVE YOU...and hope tat we can always be together *muack* *hug* *muack*

Am I good enough???

2005-02-13T03:14:00.000+08:00

Just recovered from a stoning session of about 20 mins or so...why was i stoning? well, not really stoning...more like thinking actually...about the conversation i just had wif dear dear on the phone...
It all started when i said things which i really shouldnt have said on the train back home...dear dear wasnt too happy wif wat i said and we ended up tokking about the issue...and then me thinking again about if i am worth it for her or am i just wasting her time and ruining her life =(
Sometimes, i find myself doing things which irritate her or make her unhappy or cry and it makes me ask myself if i am actually good enough for her? would her tears dry up or will her patience run out one day? wat will happen then? will i lose her? realistically, on a practical pov, my age can be a problem too...i will expire earlier than her, and will possibly have to depend on her to support the family when i am too old to work...will i be able to provide for her a life tat she wans? will i be a good enough husband or bf?
Sometimes, i really cant see where i stand in her life...sometimes, she makes me feel special and loved...but there are oso times tat she makes me feel so...mediocre =( i noe for sure tat i love her alot and wan to try to make her happy but this isnt always the case...wat kind of a bf am i if i make my gf cry???
I am pretty tired out today cos been running around abit...we walked around town area to look at some venues for their valentines day packages...and watched "Seoul Raiders"...quite an ok show...standard Hong Kong show wif some nice fighting scenes and camera tricks.
Tired now but dunno if i can sleep tho...prolly will be tossing around abit before actually falling asleep i think. tomolo need to collect my contacts...but wont be meeting dear dear and we ended today like tat, so damn low morale now...i said it before but i should really work harder on keeping my big mouth shut...keep my opinions to myself and no one gets hurt...sigh =(

Bai Nian at dear's place

2005-02-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back not too long ago...hungry but slept on the bus so ended up reached my house and didnt stop at the central to eat...so now eating cup noodles and blogging loh =P
Today slept very little...ended up taking a short nap at dear dear's place hehe...went to bai nian to her parents and ate dinner at her place.
After tat we played abit of mahjong wif her mum, her bro, dear dear and me...dear dear and her bro were like playing their 2nd day so were still rather noobish but the funniest thing was tat dear dear look so happy and gan chiong when she gets to pong or hu !! haha !! very funny...the look on her face when she gets the card she wans =)
Ok me going to sleep le...very tired...goodnite dear dear...glad to spend the day wif u and give u real life goodnite kissie =)

...Hong Bao Duo Duo Lai !!

2005-02-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

Just stopped mahjong and everyone left liao...checked phone and saw dear dear's sms...she's asleep by now i think...
Today is the 2nd day of CNY...woke up earlier than usual and tried to surprise dear dear by calling her in the morning instead of her usual wake up call for me =) however, zhun zhun she was eating her breakfast at tat time and didnt pick up...
So i went to get ready to leave...den slight delay in the plans cos yu cheng overslept. so ended up my bro and myself waited for her while mum and dad went first...we played abit of maple.
After tat went to eat abit first b4 going to auntie's place...haha once there eat again and met and talked to alot of people...had a look and tried world of warcraft...wow !! IT IS A DAMN GOOD GAME !! i am seriously interested in it...but abit expensive leh...about S$ 120 for the game in a box and S$ 30 for every month of play...somemore use credit card to pay...
Actually, it wasnt really my auntie's place...this year different, went to her son's place (my cousin)...wah he do up until super nice...all under 30k...my bro and yu cheng felt abit tio pian haha...maybe next time i ask him "gai siow" his contractor to me =P
We ended much earlier than usual...dad stayed there to play mahjong wif the aunties and mum had to go friends place for mahjong...my bro and yu cheng went to her colleagues place and i told them i was going back...but initially intended to call and ask dear dear if she's still at home and perhaps i can go over to see her. i miss her alot and never see her so long le so i tot i try my luck loh...actually already arranged to see her tomolo...haha i one more day oso dun wan to wait =P bo pian lah...miss her too much le. but when she picked up the phone, she told me she was bathing and will call me back...so i sian liao...cos it means tat she's prolly getting ready to go out...ah well...never mind loh...but the funny thing is tat she bath halfway can pick up my call...haha !! the thought of her standing there naked and dripping wet and talking to me over the phone seemed weird to me at first, but later seems like quite sexy haha !! *wink*
Anyways she called me and told me she got dinner wif her aunt and relatives so i went home, and played abit of maple...but too sian so i tried sleeping abit...den friends wan to play mahjong tonite...came over early and we talked while waiting for the rest...by the time all came...was like 10 pm liao...haha i wore my super lucky red "Fu" shirt =) heng ah...yu cheng first time play wif her noobie luck (i used to it liao...seen so many times before) ended up winning everyone...by the 2nd wind (nan) already "pokked" 2 players...i lucky won 40 cents so i pass to my friend to round it...basically ended up "bo lai". den i noe i need to find a way to get away from them for awhile so tat i can call dear dear...i really miss her and i noe she oso misses me and wan to tok to me...so i "gek gek" told them i need to go buy food...some abit not very comfortable why i all of a sudden wan to interrupt the game since they all wanted to play the 2nd round and 3 of them need to work tomolo...so they need to go back early...but i bo chap cos dear dear more important to me mah...friends i already got "pei" them liao...must give some time to dear dear too...so i rushed to 7-11 to look for stuff to buy and call dear dear...had a short (too short if u ask me) conversation wif her...but at least we gave each other our goodnite kissies =) and arranged wat time to meet tomolo...den i went back to eat my food and play wif them the 2nd round...in the end i won only like 8 bucks...haha...considered break even lah...but not too bad cos yu cheng super lucky today...hmm she was wearing some pink short sleeve t-shirt, maybe i need to try tat sometime haha...the others lost overall, so basically one big winner, one very small winner (me) and one medium loser and one big loser =P
Anyways i need to sleep soon cos tomolo waking up early so tat can go dear dear's place to "bai nian" her parents...but actually the most important thing is to see dear dear...second objective of "bai nian" is to get her parents used to my presence in their family so tat hopefully one day they can accept me =P okok...this is for u dear dear, before i sleep *muack* *muack* *muack* cant wait to see u tomolo =)

Gong Xi Fa Cai...

2005-02-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

Its CNY today...did the usual stuff today...went to auntie's place to see mum's side for lunch, came back home late to rest like 2 hours den go to dad's side for dinner...
Got to catch up wif alot of aunties, uncles, and cousins...haha good to see tat everyone has progressed in their lives...they oso updated my current situation and as usual, the common question was: "So how? Got gf or not?" or "So when's your turn?" haha...used to it liao...but this year oso got some tat knew i got gf liao...when i told them at the wedding and they ask how come i dun bring her along leh...they wanna see her =P
Tomolo arranged to go auntie ah kee's side...same every year, but i am certainly looking forward to her food =P super good cook...every year she will cook up some very nice dishes like her specialty shao rou and power chilli !! And uncle gonna teach me a few tricks in tennis and cousin and friend showing me the new game, World of Warcraft they just started playing...must be a damn good game sia...one rate 9.5 out of 10 and the other 9.0 =)
Yeah !! Day 2 of 3 is over liao...getting to see dear dear soon =) *woot* kk i better go sleep...tomolo getting up early i think...now actually abit shack liao...goodnite dear dear...i cant wait to see u !!! *muack*

Xin Nian Chu Xi

2005-02-09T03:31:00.000+08:00

Its CNY eve (actually now CNY 1st day le but i blogging for yesterday) and i just came back from refilling petrol in the car and eating prata for supper...first thing i do is to read dear dear's blog...sigh she so low morale...i feel pretty bad about it...hope she can understand...i oso gotta go sleep soon cos tomolo getting up early...omg its like 3.38am liao...better chop chop...
Day started wif dear dears call =) good to hear her voice, even on a day when we cant see each other...at least get to talk to each other...i got up, went for a quick lunch and fixed my dad's comp...he kenna virus and other malicious scripts again =( sigh, will need to reformat his comp again before i leave...very ma fan de. I came back about 2 mths ago reformat for him liao.
After tat, maple abit and returned dear dear 500k of the 530k i owe her for the fairy wand...hope she managed to get a good deal and buy the 3 kumbi stars cos tat should power up her character alot more.
Den it was time for dinner wif my family, grandma came over to join us...so we went to eat...after eating, sent grandma home and when i got home we watched the andy lau's mahjong show...i watched before so it wasnt too bad when we started watching the show late. after tat i called dear dear before we went to meet friends cos we arranged to watch midnite show Constantine...Keanu Reeves haha...he always act and look damn cool in those "gun them down and beat em up" shows. i told her tat cos the show is midnite, i would prolly have to call her and wish her goodnite before she actually goes to sleep. felt quite bad about it but if i were to call her in the cinema, it sure gonna start everyone asking me who dear dear is and wanting to see her when she's not ready yet and all tat...i had to sneakily call her by saying i go toilet den when only 3 of us go, the group smaller, den they go into the toilet i hang around outside and call her to wish her goodnite. oso the stupid singtel very useless loh...when we met up already they were asking cos we had 4 M1 people and 2 SingTel people, actually 5 of us total but me got 2 lines =P the problem was tat singtel line can sms to others but non singtel cannot sms to singtel users...keep having msg failed and not sent over...my friend tested on my both lines and M1 worked while the stupid singtel didnt =( when we were inside the cinema, dear dear msg me happy CNY and ask me dun reply cos she tot i watching show liao but i wan to wish her happy CNY too cos just turned 12 midnite (her sms was 12.02am) but argh !! she can send me but when i sent to her it keep msg fail...very frustrating !! i tried like about 8 times in a space of like 10 mins but the thing just couldnt work...in the end i gave up and told myself tat i will try to sms or call her after the show...hope i dun disturb her sleep tho...
After the show ended, i checked my phone and found her 2 sms, checking if the show ended and telling me she going to sleep liao...it was 2am, the show is like 2 hours loh...so i quickly msg her tat we going back cos my bro gotta rush to go toilet and normally can go kopi tiam but its CNY so they all close =( den when we reached home my bro rush upstairs and i remained downstairs to call dear dear...luckily she picked up but sounded very blur blur liao...sorry to wake u up dear dear...hope tomolo u dun keep yawning becos i sabo u =( after tat den we went to refill petrol and eat supper...i come back very guai le, read dear dear blog, comment, den blog so tat she got something to read, den me going to sleep le...no maple, and not doing anything else cos i need to try sleep as early as i can, promise dear dear le =)
ok me go sleep now...goodnite dear dear...sorry tat we didnt get to talk as much as we wanted...this is for u *muack* *hug* just remember tat even tho i cant see u or hear u or tok to u, i will always love u and miss u when u not by my side...

CNY coming...but no dear to see =(

2005-02-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

Tomolo will be CNY eve, den 1st and 2nd day of CNY...wont be seeing dear dear cos we each gotta do our family stuff =( Hope i can go over on the 3rd day to see her...and give oranges to her parents.
Spent today wif her at her place, purposely went over early so tat i can have more time wif her...we had lunch together and played abit of maple and played some tennis...dunno why she keep hitting herself wif the racket tho...and i am not good enuff to tell wat she should do to avoid it either =P After tat, had dinner and some more maple wif her...den had to go back after checking out her CNY clothes =P
3.30am: Now going to sleep le...counting down: 9 days and about 9 hours...goodnite dear dear...enjoy ur CNY too, i will be missing u *muack*

Is this the start of another long stretch?

2005-02-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

Didnt get to see dear dear today plus looks like cant see her tomolo either...even if i wan to see her on monday, i need to cancel a dinner...and for the next 3 days after tat, i wont be able to see her cos of CNY =( looks like i wont be the first few people to see her in her new hair style =(
Too low morale and tired to blog...just play abit more maple den i go sleep le...goodnite dear dear *muack* i miss u alot alot...the only thing tat gives me some hope is tat we'll be going back to aus soon...

Simple day wif her

2005-02-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

It may have been a simple day wif dear dear today but it was still good to have her company =) hope she's sleeping well now...and hope her stomach dun give her trouble...have a good night dear dear *muack*
Met her early today and had lunch wif her at her place. had a little nap and spent time wif her, played abit of maple and it was just good feeling to lie in her arms =) wanted to play tennis but we decided against it cos both of us look like we were sniffing and such...
After dinner, spent some time talking to her mum about stuff and its good to see tat at least her mum is willingly to try to talk to me, even tho its about other stuff tats not important...this is a good step to try to foster some good relationship wif her parents =) if anything, i think it can only be good for our relationship.
Today oso levelled moomooboy to 37...very siong at this stage liao...stupid xp is like crawling even tho i kill so many monsters...was telling her bro tat i feel tat mages have a tough time at this stage...level 35 to 40...after tat, we get a bit of respite in the sense tat we would have maxed out one main spell...which can ensure better levelling =P
Anyways i am going to sleep right after this blog...promised dear dear i will sleep earlier so tat i can prep myself for aus, and oso tomolo need to collect the air tickets...but the sad thing is tat i cant get to see her tomolo...ah well =(

North, Central, East tour

2005-02-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

Today spent quite a bit of time travelling up and down haha...met dear dear in the central to eat lunch and shop for my CNY stuff, den went north to help her friend do the computer and eat dinner, den to east to send her back, den back north to home...wow...i really need to find things to do on the bus other den sleeping =P
Bought 2 jeans and a T-shirt from Esprit...and another shirt from Tommy Hilfiger which dear dear said it would look good on me =) Hmm...dunno if i should be getting more stuff tho...but not much time left...guess i do have enuff for the first two days for CNY.
And wat a small world it is...found out tat her friend Cheryl stays in the exact same block as i did so many years ago (i stayed there about 9 years ago for a period of like 8 years?) and her unit is the same position as my unit and her room is the same position as my room !! and the mama shop owner downstairs could recognize me the moment he saw me !! imagine after so many years apart, he can still recognize me immediately haha.
Although today was a short day, at least i get to see dear dear and be wif her...i may not be romantic enuff or give her surprises, but i noe i love her alot and will do my best to make her happy...just need to work on those 2 issues =P
Cant wait to see her tomolo...hopefully i can wake up early and get down as soon as possible to see her =)

MIA...again =P

2005-02-03T02:12:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaha...again i mia in blogger =P
Today met dear dear for a short while, we had lunch and den we went to collect her specs and contacts...she looks so "studious" (stoned if u ask me =P) in her squarish specs lol...after tat we went to walk around abit and found the esprit in parkway parade doesnt have a men's section...soooooo, i went to make my contacts.
Haha !! the lousy me again take so long to learn how to put on and take out my contacts...luckily for me i have 3 very patient shi fu lol...each wif different ways and opinions on how the contacts should be inserted. besides the constant blinking, i had a very slippery face =P tat made it very hard to insert my contacts...after wat seemed like an eternity, 1 and a half hours actually...i managed to get both contacts in my eyes and practised taking them out...not tat bad for a noob huh (ooi i took 2 hours to get contacts into 1 eye the first time !!)
After tat i sent her back home and luckily i asked her to help me take out the contacts...cos one of them got stuck in my left eye and i dun think i will be able to take it out on my own if i were to do it later in my house. thanks for saving my chops once again dear dear =)
Feeling very tired today cos last night slept real late...bo pian lah...arsenal vs manutd at highbury...super huge exciting match !! and to top it off, manutd won 4 - 2 *woot* must really sux to be an arsenal fan now, lost to manutd after all tat trash talking plus now lost 2nd spot to 3rd spot...good luck for ur champions league qualifier guys !! wahahahhahahaa
But wat was really good about yesterday wasnt the match nor the manutd win, it was being able to spend most of the day wif dear dear, on her birthday =) we met early and went for lunch at tony roma's...ordered 2 racks of ribs and chose one corner of the restaurant to snuggle together =) I gave her her prezzie there too and had the honour to put it on for her =) it was great to see her so happy and smiling the whole day =)
After tat we shopped for her stuff at giordano's and she bought clothing for her friend too, i got 2 T-shirts as well...we changed in the same fitting room...haha...wonder wat the staff there tot =) bo chap them...cos we had fun inside, the crazy woman was trying to dance to the beat of retro songs played there but the shop didnt have anything close to the ambience of a club??? haha she looked so funny and cute...
We ate her yami yoghurt dessert and sat at koi garden for awhile before i sent her home...initially intended to leave after sending her off at the lift but wanted a drink when i realised tat her mum wasnt back yet so tot i had some time to carry her stuff up and get my drink...how would i noe tat her dad asked me to have dinner wif them...in the end, it was good cos dear dear oso wanted me to stay =) we ate dinner and sang the birthday song and took photos wif her family and friends tat came...
By the time i had to leave, it was already pretty late and i had a little sweet dance wif her, before i leave...her feet were on my feet haha...but it was a great feeling to slow dance wif someone u love...even tho background music is 93.3 haha...can hug her close and feel her hugging me...can look into her eyes and see her whole face closely...very warm feeling =)
Okie this is my long blog today cos yesterday bo blog and dear dear specially request for it haha...actually i think i am just very lor sor =P
I love you alot alot dear dear, and i hope time passes very fast to our meeting time tomolo but after tat slow down when i am wif u...ok this is for you dear dear *muack* *hug* sleep tight and dun let the bed bugs bite =P

Things back to normal =)

2005-02-01T01:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah, just reached home and feeling quite tired but very happy tat things have more or less been settled wif dear dear...glad to be able to be wif her today and to see her smile once more =)
Haha the lousy me trying to discuss wif her plans on wat to do tomolo cos its her birthday and i ended up revealing so many things on my mind...guess i am not one to be able to keep things from my gf or wife =P
Today met her at tampines and we had lunch and went to get some song cds...at least can get some songs tat she likes...before we go back to aust...so at least got more newer updated songs to listen to, including her current huge collection =)
After tat went over to her place and just hung around in each others arms =) until it was time to go tennis...unfortunately, she got hurt in like the first 10 mins of playing...basically almost straight after warm up =P next time i need to think of a way to warm up her wrists =D luckily looks like minor sprain and not serious...scare me.
We had dinner at her place wif her whole family and this being the 2nd time, it was slightly less awkward...but still feels abit weird if u ask me hehe. But todays soup was the most power...normal days it was just plain bland with some funny vegetable taste...but todays was quite strongish and had a herbal flavour to it...lucky for me dear dear helped me out by gulping down the soup...thanks honey =)
Did a bit of maple later and finally famed her little bros bowman...man...is tat guy persistant or wat?? haha...
Speaking of maple...i am going on maple for a short while to lvl moomooboy...he is like 97% or something lol...

Busy day...and very bad ending

2005-01-29T02:42:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif dear dear...sigh...another argument...and i made her cry again =( dunno how i keep doing it...but i have to say i am (and she prolly is too) very hurt and disappointed.
To begin with, i had a pretty packed day and didnt get to see her, nor did i get to tok to her much over the phone. I didnt really have a choice cos my mum had to go for an endoscopy and i spent the whole day wif her, my bro and yu cheng...i missed her so much the whole day, tokking so little to her and keep getting things to do tat would prevent me from tokking to her...and when she finally called, we argued =( i guess i aint tat good a bf after all huh =(
Stupid day started wif me rushing to accompany my mum to TTSH...no lunch not even a stupid drink of water...cant see dear dear but i felt its bo pian cos its my mum...
While waiting for mum in TTSH, i had lunch at the crappy food court...and after some walking around, ended up at StarBucks doing my project...damn paiseh, everywhere i walk got people staring at me and groups of girls giggling at me cos i was carrying my mum's huge, super glossy gold coloured handbag, and at StarBucks, i was doing the project which isnt exactly something u usually see a guy in spore do in the public...in between, got to tok abit wif dear dear but ended up wif low batt.
My bro came back from reservist to pick mum and i up and we tokked wif the senior nurse about mum's condition...fortunately she's ok...but need to follow up next month to play safe and be doubly sure.
We picked up yu cheng and got back home...i wanted to play abit of maple to see dear online and msg her but couldnt cos mum wanted to go see the mandarin orange plants...we drove down and after super long looking around, she bought 2 huge kum kuat plants and 1 orchid plant...carried up from the car and super tired cos i didnt wan my mum nor my bro to strain themselves...we went for a drink shortly after and ate some food.
Came back i tot can maple and see dear online but my bro wanted to use my laptop to quest wif yu cheng for a while...i tot they need to go back early cos yu cheng got work and bro got reservist tomolo...sigh...how would i noe they will take so long??? in the end dear dear called at 1 am and it was pretty late for her...
Den...it happened...she told me tat she was bored and met this guy online in the game...actually she smsed me earlier about it...i tot about the sms when i read it but i tot tat she should be ok wif it and i should trust her...maybe she's just disturbing me, maybe its her bro or some real life friend she found who plays maple recently, even if its a total guy stranger, they'll prolly only tok about maple and stuff...well...maybe i am too damn possessive or paranoid for her safety or wat...but...i seriously feel hurt and disappointed tat i had 'over trusted' her...didnt expect her to 'intro' herself to other guys when its pretty clear tat if a guy asked u to 'intro' urself, one: he thinks ur a girl, two: he wans to noe u better...guess shes ok wif tat cos according to her, it 'different' from meeting stranger in real life and 'intro' urself...she told me tat she actually tot of me and trusted me not to react the way i did =( she didnt tell him her name nor the 'full address' nor her phone number but i can tell u standard stuff to ask was asl (age, sex, location)...she's definitely fulfilled tat part...well...call me possessive, old tradition and narrow minded...but i am still definitely not at all comfortable wif my gf doing this sort of thing ! does she even realise or noe or even guess wat i will be thinking tat if i am busy for a day and its not like i didnt even tok to her at all or wat, but i am genuinely busy and she noes wat i am doing and i did tok to her, tho in short conversations. how would i think and feel tat if i cant even trust my gf not to do this sort of thing when i dun tok to her for a few hours, even wif updates on wat i am doing or roughly wats happening, tat in the future, if i choose or am forced to work in a separate country while she's studying in another country (which is a very very possible scenario by the way), and the span of time is like a 4 or even more months...SIGH !! and she even puts it across tat i am not trusting her??? in my opinion, i have trusted her too much wif regards on this issue...shes obviously much more comfortable wif talking online to strangers about her asl and god knows what else they tok about. i trusted her to tok about the game or like general friendly stuff and tat but when it comes to more personal qns like asl, name, address, tel no, etc, she would be able to stop it at there...but...apparently shes ok wif some of the stuff...and its her opinion frankly and she can think wat and how she wans to...who the hell am i to change it or whine about it...and she still wonders why (read from her blog) tat people are so nice and generous and good tat they would actually give her free ores (she noes its for my bro and shes doing it for me but he DOESNT !! <---- so wat is his intention???) he did asked for her name (and god knows wat else cos she didnt say) but she didnt tell him (thank god she can draw a line somewhere!!) sad to say, my line was way way earlier than hers =( in my dumb, naive and one sided opinion, a guy doesnt just give u free stuff cos hes like super charitable and all tat stuff, especially when he barely noes u...he's obviously interested in wanting to know u more and would do anything in the game (READ: give free stuff, help u lvl...ridiculous crap and i noe it cos i am already aware of it and i play really too much games really, too much at times...occasionally i pretend to take a girl character and if guys try to tok to me, i'll lead them on by not telling them tat i am not a girl actually...tats enuff...i dun have to openly flirt or tell them tat i am a girl...they will do ridiculous crap for me as long as they assume i am a girl.
The most recent stupid thing they will do tat got me and my group of friends laughing was to hit the monster in fung yun online and let the monster beat up on them while i get to chop the monster for free...hence my char was able to kill a very high lvl monster which i cannot possibly kill and get good drops and experience to lvl up quickly...they will just stand there and tok to me and all tat stuff while healing me and powering me up wif spells just to let me kill the monster for free...guess wat, he gets absolutely nothing, no experience, no items, lost of health and possibly potions used up and waste of time...why do they do all tat??? there are many more stupid stuffs they will do...just to get ur attention END READ) to get u to tok to him more (now or in the future games or playing sessions) i wouldnt be surprised if he tries to check if shes online more often (he's already buddied her in the game) in the next few days and if she is, he'll try to strike up another conversation wif her...and hopefully get to noe her more. and she, judging from wat i have seen so far, will respond...who noes they might even meet up or she'll let him in on more stuff if they tok often and in the future, maybe even her name and contact, when she feels she's comfortable wif it...i asked her how many of the people she knew in IRC last time noe her name??? she couldnt remember...but this shows shes not even sure bout it...cos she noes she might have told...now if i were to ask her...if its the first conversation online, and ur not comfortable wif giving ur name on the first conversation, do u agree tat u can become more comfortable after more conversations to give info u usually wun say on the first conversation??? its normal to get more comfortable as u tok more and all tat stuff...dun assume tat u can keep it the same way as the first conversation, and name is just an example, u can replace it wif address, contact number and eventually even meeting up wif the stranger (well according to her he's no longer a stranger...dun believe everything people tell u online...i have shown it in my example for Fung Yun Online). she may think tat but at most we'll just be good friends and all tat stuff...but like i told her before on her lying around in so many guys beds...wat u think is only YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY...there IS ANOTHER SIDE, the other guy in this case...
I noe i sound really very frustrated and pissed but i am only human and well i still think i am her bf after all...i react this way cos i am very very very hurt and very very very disappointed =( i have spammed too much crap on this stupid blog and everythings so messy and non logical at parts...but i guess it shows tat my feelings are very chaotic right now and in a way, i feel i may have misplaced my trust and hence feel cheated??? and it shows in wat i type...i still do my usual one off filter for errors and typos and ambiguous stuff but i think this blog is totally messed up this time...but i dun give a damn cos its the last thing on my mind right now...for all i noe i have prolly scared her so much tat next time, she might even hide things from me cos she wans to avoid this kind of thing...for all i noe, she's already done this...wat do i noe??? wat am i to her??? i noe i still love her alot and it should be so tats why i get so worked up and uptight about it...but when u love someone alot, it really hurts deep down when they disappoint u =( i noe my emotions are getting the better of me now and i am damn hot now but wat can i do??? bite the bullet i guess...watever...why am i saying so much crap today??? well...i can only think its cos we didnt settle it on the phone before sleeping, in aus, i would have rushed over to her place in an attempt to resolve the issue, its bad to leave this sort of things overnight, i can think of bad stuffs and so can she...but...she had to sleep and possibly have to get up early tomolo and she has a full day out with her friends...wat kind of stupid bf am i if i cant even spend weekends wif my gf??? and the petty stupid me is still not over this issue =( maybe i should just shut my stupid trap up, once and for all...

Cook Chan, Coach Chan

2005-01-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

Today woke up still slightly dazed and bought food at Cold Storage to bring to dear dear's place to cook...Ended up wif a late lunch and the food was way too salty for her taste...sorry dear dear...will need to watch the salt and the serving time in the future =P I think the egg omelette (haha tats how i call it) was the only reasonable one she could eat, the butter garlic prawns and the vegetables were too salty for her...
After tat, we went to play tennis for about an hour and ended up wif me giving her forehand strokes practice =P i did manage to sneak in a couple of overhead serves practice while she was resting and drinking water tho...haha fun to see her play sports in her skipping manner...she skips to each ball with her super long sexy fair legs on the tennis court, tats pretty unique =P
Sticky and dirty me didnt bathe while she did but dear dear still could bear to hug smelly me after her bath =) we had dinner shortly after tat and dessert...i had to leave quickly after tat cos it was getting abit late and her parents just came back...ah well...at least her parents are ok wif me being in their house wif their daughter =)
My stupid maple still patching...omg...how BIG is this patch??? hope its patched before i go to sleep...getting very tired already...

Scary Monster strikes !!

2005-01-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif dear dear...realised tat i dun have much time left to blog, neopets routine, and level in maplestory haha...intend to go over to her place to cook lunch for dear dear =) hope the food is edible haha !!
Anyways today met dear dear later than usual cos of other stuffs cropping up...went to spotlight to change her the pooh bedsheet tat she liked so much but had defects...initially the receipt stated non-exchangeable and non-refundable but i assured not to worry cos i believe tat all it takes is a pushy customer to get things moving...and quickly =)
True enuff, the staff there stated things like the defects were common and 'unavoidable' and they needed to get their manager's approval but the manager is not at the current branch??? and the manager can only come in tomolo to check it before they can confirm it wif me whether the change can be made??? haha...no way was i going to allow all tat crap !!
So...without ado, i transformed into Mr Scary Monster *poof* *rawr* and got the job done =) we changed the pillow casing wif holes (which was, frankly speaking, pretty poor workmanship) to one which i tot was almost perfect cos it had no holes, frayed threads and the threading sewing was good =) the other bedsheet was worse than the first one so we kept it.
After tat went to meet nicole for dinner at Golden Mile Complex...yummy thai food...abit hot but shiok...called non spicy stuff for dear dear but didnt realise tat the fish had chilli...sorry dear dear...didnt expect lemon sauce steamed seabass to have chilli =P
Sent dear dear back later and we sat at the poolside together wif me hugging her and telling her about orion's star =)
All in all, a short day wif her but still one to enjoy since i get to be wif dear dear =)
Add on: haha now going to sleep just after maplestory, yeah !! lvl 35 mage, 22 warrior, 11 thief, 9 bowman...but...its 3.35am...i should go sleep =P found a super cute spot in the game which sells all the stuff in the 24 hr shop including the unagi and salad...plus even more cool stuff...haha selling juicy watermelon, some sucky pop and other stuff tat add like 2k hp, 1k hp + 1k mp, etc...plus got sexy belly dancers...i wan to show dear dear tomolo...parked in the area =) neways i better go sleep now...late liao...but before i can go sleep, i must give dear dear another kissie *muack*

Chocolate Fondue = Yummy

2005-01-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

Today got up earlier than usual and bought lunch den took a cab down to dear dear's place...when i reached there, she was playing maplestory's pq and i tried to get her to eat the noodles before it got cold and soggy...but unsuccessfully haha !!
After tat, we spent some time together on her bed *wink wink* and it was much better today and more relaxed cos there was no one in her house except for her maid =)
However, when she was trying on a sexy tube =) her little bro came back and she had to change back...sigh...guess its another time then...hope she brings it to aus so i can see her in it there, privately of course =)
Neways, i had a little nap in her arms...felt so good to be in her arms and to hold her to sleep =) den she wanted to eat the chocolate fondue at Haagen Dazs so we went...could really tell tat she likes it alot...i should bring her to eat another time =)
After tat had dinner at her place before spending some more time wif her...helped her do the forest of patience quest and she got her lvl 35 warrior gloves. Den it was getting late and i had to go back if not it wouldnt be nice if her parents saw me when they came back...i have to admit tat today, i spent more time wif dear dear than normal days in spore but somehow, i still find its not enuff =( she reminded me tat we've only got 3 weeks before we are going back to aus and can start to countdown liao =) i was really glad to realise tat now we're counting down to go aus, as compared to the time when we were counting down to go back to spore...
Dear dear isnt feeling too well and i hope she gets better when she wakes up tomolo and have a good night's sleep...rest well my dear, i will be going to sleep at around 3.30am as i promised...and if i havent said it often enuff today, I LOVE YOU *muack*

Another day without her

2005-01-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

Another day without seeing my dear dear...sigh...at least she's happy today wif her new clothing and bedsheet, can tell she really likes it alot.
Spent most of today playing maple story and defaming people haha...moomooboy is about 34 2/3 and moomoogal is 21 1/2...she can start doing party quest...prolly will try tat abit...
Now just finished watching the arsenal newcastle match...aiyah arsenal won =P waiting for X files at 3.30am...lucky dear dear allowed me to watch it...i will sleep at 4.30am after it ends...tomolo need to wake up pretty early...cos dad going for a scope thingy...might need to make a trip down to the hospital...after tat going to dear dear's house to see her and spend the day wif her...hope to see the new bedsheet too =)
I miss dear dear alot and hope tat tomolo morning comes fast...ok this is for her *muack*

A glittering day...

2005-01-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

Just came back home...super tired now but i dun think i'll sleep just yet =P promised dear dear i will sleep by 4am so i guess i have some time to do stuff until then...i noe its for my own good, helps in health and oso to prep myself for this coming semester's classes...i noe i should try harder not to skip classes =P
Today met dear dear after her lunch wif her friends and initially wanted to watch Aviator, which i tot should be pretty good cos it got like 6 golden globe awards...but we didnt manage to catch it cos the only available show at 5.50pm (its like 3 hours i heard) only had the first three rows for available seats.
I had lunch wif her accompanying me as usual (must be boring for her) and after tat, we went on a super long trip visiting so many jewellery shops tat i lost count haha !!
I had already told her of my intention to get a necklace, and hopefully a pair of earrings for her birthday so we went shopping for one...i noe i have quite a low budget but i think dear dear understands tat (the makings of a good wife haha !!) and in the end, we managed to choose one pendant and a chain which she liked =)
I told her tat as long as its realistically within my budget, we should go for one tat she really liked, and not simply cos its cheaper...i wan to give my best to her, to make her happy and feel special, anything less is not an option =P
It was really an honour to be able to help her wear and take out the necklaces as she tried them...there were so many for her to try until her skin looked slightly reddish. However, i think it was worth the time and effort in the end to see her get something she liked and she looked so happy to me =) She was oso smiling alot while trying out the necklaces too and it made me happy just to see the person i love happy =) When you are in love, you will get this unexplainable, overwhelming desire to wan to make your loved one happy...trust me...its true !!
After tat, i sent her back cos it was getting pretty late and she looked pretty tired out too...but...haha the lousy me ended up sleeping in her arms and not the other way round !!
Anyways, i hope she's sleeping like a pig now *hee hee* and hope she gets a good rest for tomolo, even if she's not shopping wif her mum.
This is for you honey...

I LOVE YOU...ALWAYS

*muack* *hug* *muack*

2 blogs in a day again...wow I am on !!

2005-01-22T03:56:00.000+08:00

lol 2nd blog again today...dunno why super on lately...maybe its cos dear dear wans me to blog more often? hehe
Neways at least i get to talk to dear dear just now when she came back, even tho its abit short cos she came back late and was prolly super tired so she had to sleep early, its still good to hear her voice =)
Super scary, CNY buy so much clothing, haha but at least she's happy wif her new stuff. hehe my wish came true...she bought a super sexy top...and a red bra =) cant wait to see her in those *wink* but...now getting worried tat other guys might get the wrong idea when they see her in those...hmmm...only wear to let me see okie?? haha am i selfish or wat? =)
Oso lucky tat we intend to go back early this time round...stupid sub dean emailed me and told me about some enrolment problems...i need special approval from both the computer science and software engineering school and the business school...haha super siong...lucky go back early got time to settle it.
I think i will go sleep soon too...hope to wake up wif dear dear's wake up call and spend the day wif her. She's prolly sleeping until shiok shiok now...this is for you dear dear *muack*

yawn...lazy day

2005-01-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 4.45 pm haha...slept super late last nite, i mean morning =P
Wanna do project but bro and his wife at home...thinking of dear dear but she's out shopping now wif her mum...hope she gets some sexy clothing to wear *wink* *wink* =) erm...only for me and her to see...no one else !! haha...woot !!
sigh i miss her so much...wat to do??? at least tomolo hopefully get to meet her after she meets up wif her friends...basically i dun think i did anything progressive today other than to settle the accounts wif my mum hehe today damn slack

Big Day =)

2005-01-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

Big day for us today =) today started wif me waking up after dear dear's call and going to down to see her...met her much earlier than usual as i cant wait to see her...miss her too much liao =P
After some searching we found Sakae Sushi where she wanted to eat the jap food...while we were there, i showed her by incomplete and messy handicraft =P she said it looked incomplete but nice haha !! after eating we went to get the cookie ingredients...den i made the mistake of trying too hard to ask her questions regarding yesterday's issue and in the end made her cry =( i couldnt bear to see her cry and i noe tat today was supposed to be a big and happy day for us to be together...luckily for me, she forgave me for my mistake when i apologised to her =P sorry dear dear...sometimes i overreact too much but its cos i am concerned for you...i hope you can understand.
The rest of the day was good tho...we were in each other's company for most of the time, and made the cookies together...altho she clearly cant cook/bake but she did help me out here and there...basically both of us (and the maid helping) made the cookies in the end...i oso ate dinner wif her and her 2 bros...wahahaha she put so much food on my plate i feel so paiseh =P
We oso did some sneaky sneaky stuff in her room...wat to do...the curtains drawn, aircon on, and door closed and locked...of course must hold her hand and tok to her mah =P wahahahahha
Later got a not so big match but still important for the club i support, Manchester United, they are playing against Exeter, some lower division league small club, but Exeter is home and ManU need to win this match to progress to the next stage. I'm not going to sleep so earlier and intend to maple abit and do project...
Anyways, dear dear, thanks for making my day today and i am really glad tat both of us are so happy in each other's company...I really love u alot alot...already missing you liao =( this is for u hope u can feel a slight tinge on ur cheek now as u sleep =) *muack*

Earliest blog you'll ever see !!

2005-01-19T11:10:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from dear dear's call...still feeling abit blur blur but i noe i must wake up cos its a big day today for us =)
The thing tat really woke me up from her call was tat when she told me her friend was coming over to give tuition to her little bro...i immediately told her tat it would be a good time then to lock the door, switch on the aircon, and draw the curtains =P i even asked her wat did she think we were gonna do after tat wahahahahah =) of course hold her hands and tok to her lah !! wat were u thinking of ???? eeeeeeeeeee sooooo dirty =P
*back to reality* erm actually i just laid there awhile after she put down the phone and was thinking of how to settle my other line tat got chopped off...thinking of going down to tampines mall to pay it cos we'll be shopping for cookie ingredients in tat area anyways...and my dad's colleague just came into the house too...tat was wat really woke me up haha !! We talked a little and den i switched on my comp to blog...after this going to bathe and get ready to meet my dear dear...woot !! cant wait to see her =)

Short Day...Long Night

2005-01-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif my dear dear...feeling abit frustrated and confused...i just discussed wif her something which i felt was pretty important and i was really concerned about her but she was in her wishy washy mode...trying to evade answers and stuff, maybe she doesnt wan to tell me, or maybe shes just plain tired...the evasion gets me quite frustrated, i am not asking about her brother or family members' personal lives...just with regards to the issue we talked about...i dunno why shes so hesitant to tell me...i suppose she has her own reasons...as to being confused, its to do wif her reaction to the thing happening, there were alot of other options but she chose to allow it??? i cannot possibly understand tat...at least not yet if she doesnt tell me anything =( but...never mind...wats important is the present and tat is tat i noe i love her and she loves me =)
Neways, started out as a short day wif me meeting dear dear for my lunch (she had lunch wif her friends) and after tat...wanted to watch a show or go shopping for CNY stuff or look at 'accessories' =) but ended up at sky garden wif dear dear tokking and sleeping abit on my lap...tats good too...just to have her company, to tok to her, and hug her and to look at her =) she seems to have got more pimples on her face lately...maybe too much stress thinking about guys haha !!
On the way back to her place, she felt abit hungry and we went to gelare to eat 1/2 price waffles !! got 2 scoops, one tat she likes and one tat i like *yummy*
After tat sent her back and had dinner outside before going back home...
Short day wif dear dear overall but still happy tat at least i get to see her and be wif her...even if i would have preferred to have more time wif her if its possible =)
Feeling very tired now but i gotta wait for my bro to go sleep so tat i can continue on wif the project...go to sleep lah bro !! i dun think tat i can finish it but i will try to do as much as i possibly can, but not rush it cos its important tat i do each stitch wif love and care =) i hav no skills nor imagination but at least got love and effort =)
At least meeting dear dear tomolo (big day *yeah*) and tat alone gives me the morale and strength to do the project haha =P
Btw, in my memory, i have to swear tat i tot i saw white !! i cant believe i saw wrongly cos i remembered seeing the whole thing...not just the top *wink* i must be colour blind *argh*

Meet the Parents Day !!

2005-01-17T05:12:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif dear dear not too long ago...sigh I made her sleep late again...just after her body clock is tuned to her parents liking...
Well, I sort of knew it was going to be a big day today but little did I noe how big it would really be...
I woke up full of hope and determination to make sure tat her parents would allow us to continue on wif the relationship. Cut my hair yesterday and ironed my shirt so tat I can look decent enuff...if first impression counts...basically, anything tat works or has a chance of increasing our odds for the big nod...
Didnt exactly slept too early (my fault) the previous nite and was really tired on the way down...slept along the way and met dear dear at the interchange. Had some crappy lunch and den accompanied her to get some groceries...too tired on the bus and had a bumpy (stupid roads) nap on dear dear's shoulder.
The highlight and main reason at her place was the discussion wif her parents on their concerns and addressing them in as nice a way as I can...not only do I have to fight for the relationship, I need to be careful wif my choice of words and examples, so tat I dun risk offending them. I had already prepared a list of possible questions they might ask based on my understanding of how they think from dear dear's conversations...possible answers tat I can give...and possible counter questions and answers they and I can generate...
Although most of the time, it was her 2 parents taking turns to address their concerns and issues and me trying to answer them one by one, dear dear was quick to join me after logging off her maplestory and give me support by simply placing her hand on my lap =) tat was a huge morale support to me in the sense tat I knew she's wif me on this and I am not fighting the war alone. She oso helped me realise I was getting a little too 'adventurous' on one part of the conversation when she rubbed my leg under the table =P
Her parents seemed pretty satisfied wif my answers in the end although I can tell and guess tat they will still have some reservations which might need to be addressed at a later date...but all in all, I would consider the result as a success and one which dear dear and I would definitely be comfortable wif =) Wat really made my day was the little time tat I spent wif her after tat, which was just before dinner, and den just after dinner, when we went thru her JC book of character types and found tat I was an exact opposite of hers...opposites attract I guess, haha !! It made my day and made me feel tat for all the tiredness and effort and time I spent on trying to prepare for this important discussion, it was definitely worth it cos it made her smile and actually look really happy and relived of some burden =) Needless to say, I too was super glad tat things turned out relatively in our favour...
After the session and the some dinner talk, I went back and tot tat my big day was over and tat overall it was pretty good and some progress has been made on our relationship...little did I noe tat it was far from being over !!
We had some serious talk over the phone about sex and got to understand each others view on it. I was pretty happy wif the outcome about knowing how she sees it and tat she knows how I see it too.
Oso had a short assessment of us as possibly being a married couple...she actually sees me as a good bf...I dunno about me being tat good haha =)
The last part didnt end too well in my opinion cos I sort of found out tat she felt tat I was not trusting her enuff and she was rather put off by tat...I tried to explain to her tat its not cos I dun believe her or doubt her faithfulness but rather she does things which seemed ok to her at tat time but I would feel uncomfortable about it when I was aware of it...
I guess in a way I can be considered a domineering, petty, and possessive person to her...but all I can say is tat I am behaving tat way cos I love her and am very concerned about her...I noe tat its still no excuse to be a DPP idiot but I tried to explain to her my perspective...whether she can accept it or not is really up to her...but from this issue I have oso learnt another new thing about her...and tat is she doesnt trust me to believe in wat she tells me...instead of seeing it as me having some possible reasons which she might not be aware of, and hence ask me? she would rather see it as me not trusting her wif other guys =( sigh wat can I do??? Trust needs to be earned, not forced and I can see tat if I am going to continue this relationship wif her, I will need to work on tat...

Crossing all my fingers for tomolo...

2005-01-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

Just read my dear dear's blog and i noe tat i die die must try my best to be able to handle her mum in tomolo's showdown...if not...all is lost =(
Hu noes? maybe we're too paranoid as she said, maybe her mum is reluctant but has no intention to split us apart tomolo? I certainly hope so !! den i can be wif my dear dear and both of us dun have to be so sneaky and have a better piece of mind when we go out or when we do things together...
Have arranged to meet her after her church tomolo and den go to her place...hope her bro doesnt tag along...if not we cant discuss the showdown's possible scenarios and i cant hug her and kiss her...
I was oso very reluctant to let her go just now...hugged her and kissed her abit but inside, i oso noe tat its possibly the last time i can hug or kiss her...sigh...i really hope things go well tomolo...
I dun even noe if she or myself can take it if we were not allowed to see each other =( i dun think i can accept it just like tat if it is the case...

Another day without her...

2005-01-15T03:21:00.000+08:00

Sigh !! its another day without seeing my dear dear...
Its another 2 days in a row i never see her liao...wan to go to her place...cannot...wan to meet her outside...oso cannot =( i noe she doesnt want it this way either...and its hard on her being stuck in the middle.
Cant help but feel like a second class citizen and inferior when she can go out tomolo just like tat, after a short phone call wif her friends...its so...normal...why cant we be like tat too??? am i not human too? dun i have emotions? wats wrong wif being older??? reminds me of the issue of christians and "christians"...
Anyways, at least i can see her tomolo...again wont have too much time wif her since she's having dinner wif her friends, but if the dinner didnt exist, i prolly cant see her either...sigh...wat can i do???
If i want to change the current situation which is looking pretty bad, i am going to have to work very hard and try to make as much progress as i can when i tok to her mum this weekend (hopefully shes free).
Aside, MooMooBoy is level 33 liao...new clothes...out of the regular shop clothes...dun look so noob liao...but...so wat??? i still cant see my dear dear...i really really miss her alot =(

A fun but tiring day...

2005-01-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

Today got up really early wif dear dear's wake up call...den went down to meet her and her friend Vanessa at east coast...down there, we chatted abit before trying out roller blading...i brought my bro's blades along but actually, i have never roller bladed before and only did roller skating and ice skating a really long time ago. Think it was like about 8 years ago tat i did a very short session on ice skating in Melbourne winter time...and the last proper session was like 12 years ago??? Anyways, i still bo chap wif no protection (wif the true male spirit !!) although i expect to fall like the noob i am but i oso think tat i should be able to pick up moving about relatively fast...
It turned out tat i could move around fairly fine but my pattern is tat i always wanna push for more...get more fun out of it mah...no pain no gain =) Ended up wif some pain (haha) but abit of gain cos i got abit more used to things like braking and tried quite a number of times the turning and backwards...but couldnt get it...saw tat dear dear oso picked up really fast and could turn liao...haha tio pian when she say she dunno how to skate...nvm...next time me noe her pattern le =)
Den dear dear's injured ankle gave her some problems and she and vanessa rested abit while i still skated around...she swopped wif vanessa for the bike and skates...den we went all the way to bedok jetty...haha...my lousssy skates already dropped one wheel earlier and along the way there, the bolt and washer for the brakes dropped too !! haha tok about living dangerously...anyway...i was already feeling very very tired...not used to the exercise lol but i made my way back looking for the bolt...heng i found it...
Den we decided to go back to Macs and return the skates...tat part i didnt wan to try any pattern cos my legs were killing me...den dear dear very kindly offer me to latch on to her while she cycles but the brc spirit in me doesnt allow me to do it: BRC = Pia Ga Si !!
But there were 2 things tat she did tat i really liked:
there was once i was trying to go up a slightly long slope and didnt have the energy to skate up the slope fast enuff and didnt gain enuff momentum before the slope to go over it...i was basically reduced to taking small steps upwards =P she saw tat i was having difficulty and just parked her bike on the middle of the path (all she can think of was me at tat time =) and walked down to hold my both hands and helped me get up, i really felt like hugging her there if not for vanessa skating back...
the second one was when we were much nearer to Macs but i was really so exhausted and my muscles were very very sore...she cycled next to me and held out one hand to hold my hand...it was a very warm feeling and i was really happy then =) and oso super glad tat i can rest my legs abit more.
After tat we went to Macs to get some nice hot fudge sundae to cool down before going back...i sent her to her busstop so tat we wont risk her mum catching us but in the end suay suay let her bro see...sigh bo pian loh...we tried to avoid them liao...
Eeeek !! i just realised tat today i so chiong hei...better stop...i need to lvl in maplestory and den watch ManU vs Chelsea in the Carlington Cup semis 1st leg at 4am...very tired but die die must watch =P haha managed to beg dear dear to allow me to watch too...but i noe tomolo and friday cant see her i feel sian liao...sigh wat to do...at least this weekend we can hopefully iron some problems out wif her parents and if it turns out good (i hope) maybe i can spend more time wif her in the future =)

Short day wif her

2005-01-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

Today was a super short day wif dear dear...met her late, and she had to get back home for dinner...
Although it was short, we spent alot of time together...holding hands whereever we went and hugging each other alot more...and...she started kissing me more often...which has GOT to be good haha =)
She wanted to fix her speakers for her laptop but turned out tat the laptop she owned for almost a year has only a speaker on one side, and the 'speaker' tat was 'spoilt' was non-existant =P tried covering up for her by telling the technician tat she usually uses exterior speakers =)
After tat we ate and walked about abit more...and ended up looking at people ice skating...found out tat she's actually quite keen on ice skating tho she only roller blades...we werent dressed in warm clothes and didnt have enuff time so we decided to skate another day...
The day didnt end so well when i sent her home cos we suay suay bumped into her mum and her bro whilst they were on their way back from the office =( it scared her and she seemed very uneasy and irritated...sigh...
Anyways, its good tat her parents didnt scold her or anything later tat night...so its not so bad...heng

Imitation MooMooGirl spotted !!

2005-01-10T04:48:00.000+08:00

Today didnt get to see dear dear, she went out wif her family...nearly had to end up talking to her mum when we're not yet ready...heng =P
Also didnt really play MooMooBoy but made an imitation MooMooGirl...say hello to MooMooGal !! haha !! Also managed to get the shield from my bro for dear dear...lol got it so easily without a hitch...i need to get something back for my bro later tho...and MooMooGal is lvl 15 liao...haha can fame friends and defame those idiots who piss me off >=)
Besides not being able to see dear dear today, another thing happened...first so far since we came back to spore...we didnt get to talk over the phone before she sleeps...also no goodnite kissie again (2nd time) =(
Last i heard was tat she would go get ready and call me...she logged out maplestory...so i lvled MooMooGal abit more and purposely charged my phone (it was on one bar) so tat i can talk to her in private in the room later using the handphone, away from my family members...den i received her msg tat she would call me after her father went back to sleep so i shut down my computer and went upstairs and waited by the phone on the bed, after waiting for some time, i felt abit hungry and went to eat roti prata, still bringing the phone, i kept looking at the phone and was wondering wat time she would call, left the house at 12.50am and came back at about 2am cos i saw an old friend and talked to him...really really felt like calling her but dare not cos she might be very tired and asleep by then or maybe her parents having a serious talk wif her...i hope shes just tired and went to sleep and not the parents talking to her cos tat will make her very sad and she might cry...i hate not being wif my dear dear when shes unhappy...it makes me feel so helpless and useless, somehow even at 2.30am i was still hoping she would call...but she didnt...I have so many things i wanted to talk to her about...sigh =( not even sure if she can meet up wif me tomolo...having such a weird time for a driving lesson...2.30pm...cant go out wif tat kind of timing if she needs to be back for dinner...
Anyways, I must still give her the goodnite kissie...even if its not on the phone for her to hear or personally for her to feel...this is for u dear dear *muack* and goodnite honey...sleep tight...hope u didnt cry...sigh...i am off to bed too =(

A day in the east...

2005-01-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

Went down to meet dear dear in orchard after her wake up call. We initally intended to watch "Love so Divine" which is only screened at CineLeisure (Eng Wah, Shaw, and GV are LOUSSSY *wink*) but changed plans and in the end went to siglap to eat dear dear's favourite prawn mee.
When I met her initally she was feeling quite down but after some discussion, she looked happier and seemed to be enjoying her prawn mee later...so I didnt want to raise the issue anymore when I noticed tat =P
After tat on the way to east coast, we took turns to have mini naps at the library and some HDB block near the beach...I dropped her off near the pit and went to McDonald's to eat their promotional spicy beef burger and curly fries...not tat fantastic...went thru Recruit and checked out the jobs and their requirements...I do it every now and then to update and make sure tat I noe wat is needed by the ever changing industry...
Met dear dear after her BBQ and we sat near the sea for a short while...couldnt resist hugging and kissing her there haha =)
Den we had a slight problem over her bro and mum listening over the phone and she looked pretty worried...tried to discuss it wif her on the way back to her place but in the end, nothing happened...well, at least for now its ok...maybe they might do something tomolo...watever it is, I will always be on ur side dear dear...remember tat and dun shoulder all the burden by urself...share it wif me and hopefully we can work it out together ok?
She's super tired tonite and I hope she's sleeping like a log by now haha...neways, this is for u dear dear *muack*

Rush Rush Rush

2005-01-08T03:41:00.000+08:00

Wat a rush it was today...
Started with a 3 1/2 hour sleep only to wake up to friend's phone call...den less than 1 hour later, dear dear called me for maplestory party quest...after tat rushed down to meet her...nearly had gastric and had a quick lunch wif her...
Then got on to help her daddy do his price checks in SLS and Funan...after which dear dear had to meet her friend for dinner while i checked out Suntec as well...
I had initally tot tat i would just meet her up later to send her home. She wanted to take a walk to the river side but little did i noe tat we were in for another rush haha...realised tat we needed to rush to her bro's school to take the camera...after tat sent her home and took night rider back...
Den it rained and i overslept (again) in the bus...missed my bus stop and only woke up at yishun interchange and it was pouring...tot of eating there and hope the rain would die down but it didnt...ended up ran home in the rain...drenched and sneezing. Haha...not often i come home at 2.20 am, drenched to the skin...
Dried myself up and hoped i dun get sick cos i wanna go out wif dear dear tomolo...played abit of maplestory but i agreed to sleep at around 3.30...now 3.40 le =P better go sleep sleep...
To Dear Dear: dun feel so low morale today lah...everyone makes mistakes and is not perfect...most important is tat u learn from the mistake and avoid doing it again if possible and tat the people who love u and u love are there to support u and give u encouragement and forgive u...
Since u so low morale i will give u extra hugs and kisses today =P u're prolly sleeping soundly in ur bed now lah...but this is still for u
***HUGS & MUACKS***

MooMooBoy is back !!

2005-01-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

Wheeee !!
Back from lunch and going to log in MapleStory.
MooMooBoy is level 29...finally going to reach 30 den can do my 2nd job...den super power up liao !! MooMooGirl is level 25 but dun be sad lah...haha MooMooBoy will still train wif u wan...wun bo chap you haha...
Tomolo hopefully can meet up wif dear dear den we go Funan go checkout the prices for her daddy...
Yesterday went to her place do sneaky sneaky things...wan to do but very scared kenna caught lol...very gan chiong...in the end her younger bro might have seen me hug and kiss her haha...but bo pian lah...MooMooGirl Attraction skill level maxed out liao...too power...make me keep dropping bronze for her =)

Late post for the new year haha slacking

2005-01-02T03:49:00.000+08:00

All I can say is...New Years Day isnt anywhere as good as Xmas Day this time :(
The reason being...I cant get to see my dear dear and she is very sick...sigh...how I wish I can be by her side and take care of her and accompany her...
I hope she's sleeping well by now and her fever has subsided...asked her to go 24 hour clinic or hospital but she dun wan :P
Looks like tomolo oso cant see her...going to be the longest stretch so far...4 days in a row...I really really hope by Monday she's ok and I can see her...
Maple Story I lvl 24 liao oso sian...haha no moomoogirl to play wif me :(
Ok...here's wishing u a speedy recovery dear dear...miss u so much I wanna give u more hugs and kisses...
*muack* *hug* *muack* *hug* *muack*

Not a good day :(

2004-12-31T03:19:00.000+08:00

Been a tiring and an uneventful day...no mood...
Didnt see gf whole day, hoped to see her tomolo but in the end realise tat its possible i cant see her...
Oso when people wan me to do things urgently, why do they have to pick the same time to ask me??? in a span of less than 3 mins, 3 different groups of people asked me to do things (read: NOW) and expect me to get it done??? it gets frustrating when i find tat its due to their laziness and reluctance to put in some effort, and just expect me to be able to do it for them, wat do they think i am??? a god??? Especially when they deem it to be so important...no planning at all watsoever...sigh...gf has nothing to do wif this (for her to read in case she misunderstands)
Dun even noe if its considered a tiff at all, gf cried again (how do i keep doing it??? i dun even noe). All i did was to tell her frankly wat i felt, its just the way i am, i dun agree wif and even detest the "just cos i am older/superior/anyotherreason, means wat i say counts and u do it and learn to agree wif it, even if it doesnt make sense and u dun agree wif it at all, and i dun have to give a reason (good or bad) for it either, and if you dun do it, ur definitely in the wrong and i have the right to be absolutely and utterly disappointed wif u" attitude.
It reeks of the stench of a dynastic ruling which the emperor is always right, no matter wat...i better stop it now, if not its getting to become more sickening just by thinking about it.
Still, I will give in to her cos no matter wat, I still love her alot...but...first time over the phone we didnt exchange goodnite kiss =( i didnt intiate it (i usually do) cos i wanted to test if shes angry wif me, if not, she'll usually ask me if something is missing...this is not good...just as i had anticipated long ago in aus, worst case scenario has happened, and it is affecting the relationship, even tho we clearly were ok wif each other initally...but these external factors affect one or both of us badly enuff to cause problems...well...to look at it optimistically, this problem, if settled can increase our understanding for each other...
Somehow, after reading her blog, and wat happened after she talked to me, i get the feeling tat the tears have finally dried up and shes starting to get sick of me, lose her patience wif me and she thinks i find her irritating? (dun noe why she thinks tat way)...maybe we were not fated to be together after all, we get together nicely but due to family and friends, problems start to seep in, problems which i feel tat can be talked out btw the 2 of us and agreeing on a decision to handle it, but instead of tat, we end up having mini tiffs (if its even a tiff)...
I noe it sounds really stupid, but i would have wished tat we didnt come back to spore...and stayed in aus...i was much much happier over there =(
I dun think i'll be sleeping any time soon...damn low morale

Zouk Mambo Jumbo !!

2004-12-30T04:54:00.000+08:00

Today went Mambo Jumbo wif dear dear and her friends...felt super weird at the start cos I didnt noe any of them but once inside zouk, it was much better, as expected =)
Was good to see zouk again and its crowd...nothing has changed since I last went, which was some time ago haha :P still the same sut sut bo chio retro music...yeah !!
Also sang "I will always love you" by Whitney Houston to dear dear...haha see her super contented smiling face while singing to her...super farni...
Also had dinner and watched Andy Lau's "World without Thieves" wif her...glad she liked it but she kept saying why did Andy Lau die ?!?!? lol
Neways, she should be sleeping soundly by now...haha even before zouk she already yawning so many times...must be super tired...wished I can be by her side now...but ah well...
Ok have sweet dreams honey...this is for you *muack*

Whole day rain

2004-12-29T04:29:00.000+08:00

Dunno why today rain whole day...maybe to make up for the last few days :P
Neways, today went to dear dear's place to help her dad with his computer questions...didnt have enuff time to spend wif her and ended up feeling quite sad when we had to part...sigh...met her in the rain, and parted in the rain...
But it was fun getting her wet tho =) maybe should get her wetter next time *evil grin*
Hope tomolo get to see more of her though...

Boxing Day

2004-12-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif gf and we had a mini tiff over her going to zouk on Wednesday...I dun feel like blogging now so am gonna make this short.
Today met dear dear, but she was in super low morale state =( tried asking her wat was wrong and she initially didnt wan to tell me. She was hungry but had no appetite to eat...
Later I found out from her tat she had an argument wif her mum...talked the rest of the day out about it...at least when I sent her home she seemed ok wif it...found out later when she went back tat there was no problem wif her mum...phew
Prolly wun be seeing her tomolo and little of her on wed...dun exactly feel too good rite now wif all tat has happened and knowing wats happening in the next 2 days...maybe one day I will get used to it...maybe not...who noes?
And to the comments...I didnt think of my gifts as 'simple or normal'...I spent quite abit of time and effort searching and thinking about it...but it just appeared to me tat your gifts are always more 'spectacular', hence felt abit inferior?

Xmas is over

2004-12-26T05:39:00.000+08:00

Xmas is over and I really should be sleeping at this time :P
Today itself was soooooo much better than yesterday...got to see dear dear, even though it was for only a couple of hours, still makes my day =)
Really really happy tat she liked the prezzie and the card I gave her, it feels good to see your loved one when they're happy...tats one of the signs of love...
Also got a very very nice card and a wallet as a prezzie from her !! Really liked them alot cept tat I feel bad tat I made her broke now :P
Also went to Pearlyn's place for Xmas dinner as usual, wif carolling and some catching up done...everyone's talking about housing and renovations and contractors and weddings and permanent residency in Aus...fell and hurt myself while picking up dear dear's call...haha felt like a fool at tat time but it was really accidental...in my hurry to pick up the call and not disrupt uncle Chek Pang's talk, I tripped over a magazine rack thingy...smack on the steps...OUCH !!
Now my left cheekbone and left pointer and middle finger are hurt, the pointer is swollen and it doesnt help in typing =(
Will be meeting dear dear tomolo and hope she will kiss me to make it feel better =)
Also have gotten into a Precious Moments crazy...I intend to change this blog to a Precious Moments theme when I got the time...wheeeeeeeeeeee

Its Xmas eve

2004-12-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif my gf...she's going for her family Xmas eve dinner...

As for me, I am sitting at home, thinking of how to wrap her present...I better go buy a pen to write the card soon...wun be good if the shops close. Haha, think its the first time I have actually shopped, and personally bought (not shared), and wrapped a present for someone for Xmas...

I went out today to get her present (after lots of walking and looking and asking) and finally decided on one, I really hope she will like it cos I think its really nice =)

Sux when everyone celebrates Xmas on its eve and my family does it on Xmas day itself, which means tat I cant spend it wif dear dear today and tomolo...sigh

Long time no blog

2004-12-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

Haha, have not been blogging for some time...
Last few days super busy, Jas-Mi-Ny and Jas-on came to spore and we brought them around to areas like Orchard Road to see the Xmas lights, to Geylang to see the red lights (haha...not really :P) and to Sentosa to see the Musical Fountain lights.
Meanwhile I have also started wif dear dear on Maple story...level 18 wizard now woot !!
Was also sick the last few days, am still down wif a cough...but at least the fever and flu ok liao...thanks to dear dear for taking such good care of me...this is for you sweetie *muack*
Today went to watch Stephen Chow's Kungfu...without dear dear tho =( Was quite the usual funny Stephen Chow type of show but last part everyone was saying it was pretty lame...but the knife throwing part I really laughed until I was in tears =) I hope to watch Andy Lau's Word without Thieves wif her tho...heard that there is some love story part...this kind of shows best to watch wif your love ones =)
Really hope I can see you tomolo dear...cos Xmas itself only can see you for a short while...sigh

Super Paiseh :P

2004-12-16T03:04:00.000+08:00

Just put down the phone wif gf not too long ago...haha blogging late so told her wat i intended to put in this blog.
Damn paiseh loh haha...yi4 ge4 da4 nan2 ren2 can actually do this kind of thing...
Went to her house to do enrolment for hers and mine. Den played abit of the new game...she seems to really like it...haha can hook her to online gaming >:)
After tat i left and kept thinking about her, us and wat we did today...but...really didnt expect to think until i didnt even realise i had finished dinner !! the dish clearer guy had to ask me if i am done, only den did i realise i was stoning there, just thinking...
on the way to the bus interchange, i was thinking about how i keep thinking of her until i dun even noe how my food tasted like and how i finished my food, and just sat there (which i normally dont do)
while waiting for the bus, as usual a long queue, i was feeling very very tired and sleepy so i told myself tat i will have a good sleep on the bus...who knows, i ended up thinking of her again and didnt really sleep :P
got off the bus and kept wondering wat came over me today...am i too attached or obsessed wif her or could this be passed off as a one off thingy?
I would like to think tat i am too attached to her tho =) its good to be in love, it gives a wonderful feeling
come back home saw my mum watching tv and talked to her abit...den tat advert about the "i wan your kisses" thing came and first thing i think of her again !!
i told her over the phone and she actually giggled and tot i was cute ???
Hmm...
also yuan1 wang4 hao3 ren2...paiseh again :P
tot she was playing the game until too late, den tired and went straight to sleep, she usually sleep by 1 am but she just started the game today so maybe more on the ball. anyway, was intending to blog after 2 am and mention about first time her not calling me and no goodnite smoochies =(
hu noes so zhun zhun, 1.56 am she call haha...happy to pick up her call, but paiseh too :P
omg i am not writing an award winning novel here...so i better chop chop
ok this is for her...sweet dreams dear dear *muack*
and an extra big hug for being so nice to me and feeding me medicine for tat stupid persistent cough tat i have

***HUG***
wait a min...one last smoochie before i go to bed, just for you sweetie *muack*
sleep tight =)

Results are out

2004-12-13T03:43:00.000+08:00

Results are finally out...
Last I checked, was on a Sunday morning at about 3 am...nothing...
Den gf called in the morning and said tat results were out...surprising to be released on a Sunday morning huh?
Got a border line pass and 3 distinctions...ok wif the D's but really happy wif the actual P cos tat was the unit I was really afraid of :P
Gf didnt do as well as she would have liked, spent the day wif her and tried to make her happier and not think too much bout it...hope I succeeded =)
Now watching my favourite X files show...but star world is super lame...cheapskates using repeats!! How big is Star ?!?!? Cheapskates!!
Super tired now...will go to sleep after the show...

Qiao Jie Li concert !!

2004-12-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm...havent been blogging for some time haha...super slack...so much for an online diary huh :P
Today just came back from attending a concert wif gf...pretty good concert, except half the time I am not too familiar wif the groups and the songs but still a nice event. Gf was very happy tat I could accompany her and I think tats the main thing tat made my day :)
Also ate steamboat wif her for dinner...havent eaten it for a super long time haha...
Very tired now but overall it was a good day...get to spend it wif gf...tats gotta be good...ok this is for her *muack*

New Blog !!

2004-12-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

Gf just got her new blog and I have been helping her set it up...
It was really fun setting up the blog accordingly to her specs and adding some of my easter eggs =) Recently created an animated image for her, was time consuming but worth the while when she said she liked it today...
However, everytime I work on the blog it made me think of her and made me realise how much I miss her...ah well...wat to do...sigh...

Back home but not totally happy...

2004-11-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

Sigh !!
Exams are over and back home but still not totally happy...
Reason is...
I miss my gf...dun see my gf as often as I would like and her parents object to our relationship...
After reading her comments feel even worse :(
Must try to think of something so tat we can spend more time together.
Now eating super power sliced fish yi mee and har jiong kai...but thinking of wat she's doing now...probably still watching the "Polar Express" with her family...
Can't wait for her call later...

exams are over...time to go home !!

2004-11-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yeah !!
Exams over, going back in like 35 1/2 hours time...must eat and play until siao !!
Busy packing now and clearing out the room but quite sad tat gf is leaving tomorrow...will miss her.
Going to be a tearful goodbye *sobsob*

Another one bites the dust...

2004-11-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

Today just chionged (CHIONG DED) my last computer science paper...super siong ah !!
Hopefully can have an overall pass and wish that the stupid lecturer won't scale me down...ahhhhhh
Very tired but now have 3 days more to study for my last paper, a business paper...WOOT !!

WOOT !!

2004-11-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Today is a GOOD day...
Halfway thru exams, 2 down, 2 more to go... BEST !!
Also finally passed my driving license test today...
Slept like 15 1/2 hours in the last 90 hours...one 12 hour sleep...and 2 short naps...go figure :P
Basically am a zombie living off caffeine (coffee) and taurine (red bull)...going to bathe now...tired but happy :)

2 weeks more...

2004-11-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

to *omg* EXAMS
end of it that is :)
and I have barely begun my revision haha...still have a project demonstration on how my firewall works and what are our security policies...and my last driving lesson before the test...all...tomorrow.
But...I have got my Golden Battle Axe PLUS in GunBound !! Yeah !! nothing else matters...for now that is :P

Its Halloween !!

2004-11-01T02:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah Halloween, didn't do exactly much today besides bumming around and wondering when I am going to start studying for my exams...
OMG, just realised that Blogs are very HTML friendly after seeing my gf's friends' blogs...gonna have to spruce up the site abit :)
But..........
300 more GP for Golden Battle Axe PLUS in GunBound...WOOT !!

Yet more crap...

2004-10-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well, today is the first day I get to relax just before my exams...Handed in my last of 4 projects yesterday. Went to the city with my gf and wanted to buy a pair of slippers. In the end, we ended up with a tennis handgrip tape, a shirt for me, a bag for her, and a set of bedtime clothing for her ;) WOOT !!

ouch !!

2004-10-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

Gf just popped out a bunch of my black and white heads, and my nose is now like rudolph, some facial huh :P
Ah well...girls...
Still stressed out but at least am in the last of my 4 projects for this semester...got to make this stupid firewall on Linux and setup some stupid security policies and intrusion detection checklist...bah...wat crap !!

Ok...more cow crap coming up...

2004-10-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

So, this is supposed to be an online diary rite? well, I am now eating some stoopid 4 and 20 pies in my college in Perth and I have one thing to say to it...IT SUXS !!
so much pastry and potato and like 2 mm of mince beef...
Aside from being so busy with my projects and assignments, I guess the only fun thing today was disturbing my gf about the facial cleanser I use :)

Yay just got my blog !!

2004-10-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

Just like friendster, this funny thing is gai siaoed (GAI SEOW DED) to me by a silly little girl who insists I am a gay :P
She tells me its like an online diary or wat but it looks to me like just some silly website with silly templates :)
Anyways, we shall see...