Why am I back here...

I also have no idea why all of a sudden I am back to my blog...maybe its cos I got stuff that I am thinking about but I've got no one to tell it to now...but just to rant it out on a blog...sad huh?

I tried to sleep but decide to wake up to blog cos I can't sleep and its bothering me...getting dusty eyes too =(

Today went to work and ended up tired as usual...wanted to see my dear and I kept thinking of meeting her inbetween the little 'breaks' I could get from work...damn alot of new stuff and I'm just thrown into the sea with the 'either swim or learn how to swim quickly or get drowned' attitude. I was getting my hopes up after thinking about it (guess it helped me last the day) but after much discussion she still insisted that we can't see each other after work. She can't come out cos she's gotta eat dinner at home and I can't go to see her cos my leg will hurt.

But I really want to see her today...I miss her alot and I know that after this 3 months, she'll go back to Australia and I definitely won't be able to see her, and its gonna be for a damn long time...

Why can't she understand that even if my leg doesn't hurt, I still wouldn't be as happy as if I could at least see her and talk to her? I don't mind having to walk slowly and sort of limp back down that long slope as I did the other day while trying to rush for the last bus...at least I was happy. I am starting to get irritated that her mum had to force her to work so soon, almost immediately after she came back =(

I guess the final nail in the coffin was that she said she was too tired to talk on the phone so we ended up making it real short...I have to admit I felt really low morale and sad that today ended the way it did.

I really miss those days back in Australia when we were together everyday, doing stuff together, eating together and sleeping together...I guess those days are gone forever...

Are we slowly drifting apart? or am I asking/expecting too much from her? I really don't know =(

Back to Blogger...

Sigh, just came back and returned the keys to Sean, thanked him for lending me his friend's car...guess wat, I'm back to my blog, and that only means tat dear dear is not wif me *sobsob* =(
It all came so suddenly this afternoon, when the phone call came and I woke up, dear got problems back home and she wanted to go back for a few days...ah well, wat to do...this kind of things is not expected.
Guess its back to blogger, even more DotA, and MapleSEA for me now...just hope she can come back soon, I am already starting to miss her =(
She should be on the plane now, watching the movies cos she can't get to sleep on flights, but, I think she will doze off sooner or later...so here's my goodnite kissie for you dear, you'll probably read this in the daytime or nighttime when your at home...long time after I post this blog...hope you're thinking of me too...
*muack*

Half a day more !!! Finally !!

Yay !! in about 12 1/2 hours time, dear dear is reaching perth airport !! woot !!
I gotta get up early tomolo to get the car (stupid Hyundai Elantra...no Toyota Corolla), den go pick her up...den after tat will have her company for around another 2 months before I have to go back to singapore =(
Must cherish this short time tat we can be together again...cannot waste even one minute =) Dun be sad dear, dun worry, you study so hard your results sure can pass wan lah...
Ok quick pack finish, weigh it, den go sleep liao, you got a flight tomolo !!
See you at the airport =) *muack*

One and a half days and still counting...

Woot, in less than 36 hours, my dear is coming back !! And I found out today "you-know-who" isnt coming to stay during this period yet *naughty wink*
Anyways, I just came back from Raj's place after our second LAN gaming session of DotA...haha today its so much more different, I'm not as noobish as the first time cos I've been playing DotA recently =) Starting to show some power haha...Raj was very impressed...but of course ! =)
Tomorrow is going to be clean up day haha...I left the house in a huge mess...well not really huge, but still messy...need to clean up so tat my dear can come in to a cleaner house...and oso so that it'll be easier to do the final clean up before the owners get back =P
At least got stuff to do...keep busy until my dear come back den its busy on other things liao *yet another naughty wink*
Just remember dear, somewhere out there, in this big and scary world, there is a silly boy who loves you dearly, and his first name is MooMoo =) *muack*
And last but not least, of course you're better than a sports car !! wayyyyyy wayyyyy wayyyy betterrrrrrrrrr...
Sleep well dear, I will be thinking of you *muack*

2 and a half days countdown !!

WOOT !! even more exciting than CNY, NY, and Xmas countdown put together!! Yeah, MooMooGirl is coming back in 2 and a half days !! *woot* *woot*
Actually, to be a bit more precise, its like 2 days, and 13 1/2 hours...but tats still good cos it means its SOON !!
Haha today just found out that she's oso trying cross stitch too...hope she doesn't manage to finish it before me, if not it really looks as if I am taking too long (it is really too long to be frank)
Today was another non maple day...omg, I didn't play maple for like 3 days? its DotA all da wayyyyyyyyyyyy...
On a sader note, I just received an email from mum less than 5 minutes ago and was told that my grandma, the last of the 4 grandparents, passed away last sunday =( yikes it took them one whole week to tell me about it...I'm asking quite a bit of questions cos I don't even know what she died of ?!?!?
Oh well, but that doesn't stop me from my deed for every day, which is to...
Goodnight dear !! *muack* *hug*

Is the DotA craze coming again for me?

Haha, today spent most of my time learning the new dota, used to play it pretty hardcore back then but stopped for a long time. So many new stuffs to learn, even the whole game system has changed dramatically. Lol got pwned like a total noob today but I guess I'll learn it slowly...

Today went for dinner at Chinese Village and again the stupid fat woman charged me for sambal when I ate there. In Singapore, this would be unheard of, A$0.80 for a small plate of sambal !! She might as well go tai lang pang hei (kill people set fire).

On the way there, I looked up in the cold sky and saw the orion star and again thought of dear dear (and the time I was showing her how to tell where orion's star is and the north direction), and if she would be looking at the same star as me at the same time, and thinking of me, even though we're miles apart now...but alas ! She hasn't looked at it for a long time haha.

Also talked about a rather serious issue in tat she feels she's tying me down since she's young and would like to marry later, which would make me very old by then =P Its ok dear, I had already decided that I wanted to wait for you quite some time back when I felt that you are the one I wan to spend the rest of my life with =)

Sorry for talking so late and long wif you such tat you gotta sleep late...hope you tomolo dun panda eye and keep yawning when you go shopping wif your bro...and remember to dun wear low cut stuff when shopping =P

Ok you must be snoring like a little piggy pig pig by now so I wun disturb you with a goodnite kissie. *muack* <--- super quiet

Weather is turning real cold...

Yesterday was like 0 degrees in the morning and today is 1 degree...I'm freezing my ass off here and not without my dear to hug =( Aside from all tat, MooMooBoy is lvl 54...starting to really feel the power hehe...
Anyways, today got up late and went to Abel's place to eat dinner, he cooked wanton and baked a herbal chicken while I 'taught' Jeremy the basics of cooking haha...and got him to deep fry the wanton and the vegetables. Dessert was Tang Yuan which was pretty good and I was offered red date tea with Luo Han Guo too =)
After tat went to Raj's place to play dota with them...very fun but I kept thinking of dear and wanted to call her but the line was used by a housemate and their internet access had some problems with the phone lines...so in the end I tried to end the lan gaming session earlier so tat I can rush back home to call dear dear...
Sorry about taking so long dear dear...dun be sad leh...goodnite kissie for u will be wet and big and noisy *MMMUUUAAACCCKKK*

Am I Lucky or Wat

Haha today super lucky in maple, played a very short while and dropped a tobis and a icicles !! I think ever since I started training on the Grupins, my account's wealth probably got doubled !!
Just put down the phone wif dear dear...good nite, and sleep well...tomorrow dun cut ur hair too short :P
*hug* *muack* *hug*

MIA again haha!

Haha, MIA for another 2 days of blogging :P

Today woke up late (as usual) and low morale cant see my dear. Played abit of Maple and dropped a Tobis throwing stars *WOOT* The feeling damn song haha. I did a quick check and found that my MooMooBoy on OMS MapleStory has dropped quite a number of throwing stars to feed the assassin...wow actually quite alot haha...until I have to sell the lower grade ones :) Here's my list now that I can remember:

1 X Tobi Throwing Stars (Attack 23)
2 X Icicles (Attack 21)
3 X Kumbi Throwing Stars (Attack 21)
10+ X Mokbi Throwing Stars (Attack 19)
1 X Wobli Throwing Stars (Attack 17)

After tat went to bathe at about 5.50 pm to eat an early dinner, but damn suay came out the stupid weather rain like dunno wat...damn heavy, I was fully dressed in shoes and all but after some contemplating, went back to change cos the rain was really too heavy after I opened the door to check. Rain was pouring and wind was damn strong...go out even wif umbrella will still be wet chicken (Luo Tang Ji).

After dear came back from her outing wif her friends, I didnt keep my big mouth shut and told her I havent eaten lunch or dinner and she got real upset :(
By tat time rain ended so I guai guai told her I go Caltex buy something to eat, ended up wif a Mrs Mac pie...not bad lah. But I seriously need to go get groceries *really* soon if not really nothing to eat and I cant depend on this screwed up weather to go out and eat as and when I want to.

Tomorrow I hope I can wake up early to go check if I can fix the computer...damn suay it decide to get down during this period. Should be hardware problem so I need help on this, haha and to think I used to solve computer problems as a job with IBM...

Now doing project, progress is good as I'm reaching my goal settings for each day but now getting into the tricky part when my inexperience with this gets me into trouble, I realised it some time back but it was already too late...argh ! I will just have to carry on with my initial plan, bo pian liao...already too far into it...sorry dear, it *might* look abit jialat :(
If you dun like it, just lemme know, I make another one for you, my fault for being stupid :P

Ok, a relatively long blog for one who MIA for 2 days haha...sleep tight dear, I LOVE YOU alot alot and MISS YOU alot alot *MUACK* *MUACK* *MUACK* <-- noisy kissie

Super tired...

...at least I can sleep now...play game until so tired haha
Managed to level up to 52 in maplestory and got an icicles, tho I was really hoping for a tobis from those cute kittens =)
But the happiest thing today has got to be...
dear say she might be able to come back 2 days earlier *woot*
Goodnight dear...me going to KO liao *muack* *hug*

Yet another day...

...that is cold, gloomy and most of all, without my dear dear =(
Ah well, wat to do...ren zai jiang hu shen bu you ji =P woke up late again...low morale, had a late lunch which was too hot for me, I backside itchy asked for the hottest haha, couldnt finish the food.
At night not so bad, at least ate the fried rice and got to talk to dear dear for a while. morale upped abit but still feeling quite down...when will I get used to it???
Just finished talking to nicole and realised she tot all along that I was staying with her in her house...had to clear the air and settle some admin stuffs...and yeah ! she agreed to let me use her snap !! haha !!
Oso just finished reading dear's blog...haha I tot she forgot :P
Dear should be sleeping by now...time to sneak in a goodnite kissie =)
*muack* <--- must be quiet

Drops crazy

Haha...btw the last two days of mapling...of about 1-2 hours each sitting, I have been trying out the nependeths...damn good xp (99) plus damn good drops...or am I just plain lucky?
Initially went to them for a red cape but ended up with so many goodies lol, so far, in about 3 sittings, I got:

Lvl 40 bowman shoes (+2 Dex) X 2
Lvl 50 Red Napolean's
Lvl 32 Halfmoon Zamadar
Lvl 45 Pansy Earrings (worth about 1.5 Million)
Lvl 50 Blue China top (+3 Luk)

Wow...I really need to camp at them more often =)
Today also managed to help dear dear get online...which is good cos I can GB wif her and msn wif her...
She should be snoring by now (did I mention she grinds her teeth too) haha...ok good nite dear *muack*

Sigh...

Going to sleep now...haha play until I feel so tired than can sleep...if not very low morale have trouble sleeping...dear dear should be sleeping soundly by now...glad to be able to hear her voice just now...very soothing =P
Anyways, this is for you dear dear, even tho I am not by your side now, I will be thinking of you and I know I will be there wif u in your heart...
Goodnite dear dear *MUACK*

Back in Blogger...sigh

Today I am posting in blogger after so long and that can only mean one thing, which is my dear dear is no longer wif me =( *sobsob*
I just came back after returning the car and sending her off...really very sad but luckily neither of us cried. She should still be on the plane now...dunno wat she doing...maybe dinner or maybe sleeping...aiyah anyways she will be able to see her family and friends once she touch down so she should be alright...as for me, haha...damn sad...no one here left...stupid cold country...plus lonely...super damn low morale...sigh wat to do??? need to get license plus can buy an extra 2 months or so to stay wif dear dear when semester restarts...
Havent eaten a thing the whole day but 3 nuggets and half a pack of milk which I shared with her in the airport...but no morale to eat or do anything...am really at a loss now...but I guess I'll stone abit and will get over it sooner or later...until then, I'm just waiting for dear dear to quickly touch down in like 3 hours time, get home, eat her dinner, then bathe and call me =( life is gonna suck for the next 2 and a half weeks *sobsob* =(

Its Valentines Day !!

Today i spent valentines day wif the one person i would want most to spend wif, my dear dear =) so of course, i am super happy =) someone can come beat me up and i will still smile i think...haha !!
It started wif me waking up, quite tired cos slept late last nite (6 am) and alot of people tok to me in the morning...so i got ready and went to get the flowers as i have already planned at yishun central...needed to get them on the day itself to ensure tat they are at their freshest and hence, look their best...cos only the best will do for my dear dear =)
When i reached the florist, was told tat i would have to wait for like 10 mins for the roses to be prepared cos they ran out of prepared bouquets...in the end, realised i tio pian cos it took like 25 mins or so...but its ok cos i oso wanted the lady to do it nice nice =P decided to take a cab down so tat i wont be late...
Met dear dear at Plaza Singapura and gave her the roses...haha !! it was quite a big bouquet and it drew alot of attention from people who passed us...some prolly were comparing the size of dear dear's roses to theirs and some were prolly just looking at the mixture of the red and blue roses. It didnt really matter altho we were abit paiseh about it but wat really mattered wat tat dear dear liked the roses alot and she seemed super happy !! haha !! she cant stop smiling !! her smile so big =) We watched the new chinese local romance show "I Do, I Do"...alot of other couples oso chose to watch tat show on valentines day =)
After the show, we spent some time reminding ourselves of how orchard road looks like before we go back to perth =P finally ending up at Jack's for our dinner but its still great to be able to just spend valentines wif my dear dear...cos if its anybody else, it doesnt matter even if the dinner is super good...cos i still wouldnt be as happy if i dun get to eat it wif dear dear.
It was quite late by the time we finished dinner so we decided to go back to her place...initially tot of the istana park but the bus had seats so we decided to go to her place to exchange gifts. I got an Ou De Yang cd & vcd combo (which i really wanted) and 2 of her super creative, 'specially crafted for me' handicrafts =) one of them for valentines and another for last month's anniversary prezzie...wow am i lucky or wat !! the gifts are all super nice and i like them all alot dear dear...thank you so much for the time and effort u put in to get me these gifts =) i am oso glad tat u like your gifts =) i oso noe tat u like the Ou De Yang songs and mtv...so i have decided not to open the cd until when we're in perth and i wan to play it and watch it first time wif u by my side =) oso i feel quite bad tat i still owe u the cross stitch for so long...i need to jia you alot...sorry dear dear =P
I really enjoyed myself today and if i can, i would like to spend, the rest of my valentines days tat i have until the day i die, wif no one else but u =) I LOVE YOU...and hope tat we can always be together *muack* *hug* *muack*

Am I good enough???

Just recovered from a stoning session of about 20 mins or so...why was i stoning? well, not really stoning...more like thinking actually...about the conversation i just had wif dear dear on the phone...
It all started when i said things which i really shouldnt have said on the train back home...dear dear wasnt too happy wif wat i said and we ended up tokking about the issue...and then me thinking again about if i am worth it for her or am i just wasting her time and ruining her life =(
Sometimes, i find myself doing things which irritate her or make her unhappy or cry and it makes me ask myself if i am actually good enough for her? would her tears dry up or will her patience run out one day? wat will happen then? will i lose her? realistically, on a practical pov, my age can be a problem too...i will expire earlier than her, and will possibly have to depend on her to support the family when i am too old to work...will i be able to provide for her a life tat she wans? will i be a good enough husband or bf?
Sometimes, i really cant see where i stand in her life...sometimes, she makes me feel special and loved...but there are oso times tat she makes me feel so...mediocre =( i noe for sure tat i love her alot and wan to try to make her happy but this isnt always the case...wat kind of a bf am i if i make my gf cry???
I am pretty tired out today cos been running around abit...we walked around town area to look at some venues for their valentines day packages...and watched "Seoul Raiders"...quite an ok show...standard Hong Kong show wif some nice fighting scenes and camera tricks.
Tired now but dunno if i can sleep tho...prolly will be tossing around abit before actually falling asleep i think. tomolo need to collect my contacts...but wont be meeting dear dear and we ended today like tat, so damn low morale now...i said it before but i should really work harder on keeping my big mouth shut...keep my opinions to myself and no one gets hurt...sigh =(

Bai Nian at dear's place

Just came back not too long ago...hungry but slept on the bus so ended up reached my house and didnt stop at the central to eat...so now eating cup noodles and blogging loh =P
Today slept very little...ended up taking a short nap at dear dear's place hehe...went to bai nian to her parents and ate dinner at her place.
After tat we played abit of mahjong wif her mum, her bro, dear dear and me...dear dear and her bro were like playing their 2nd day so were still rather noobish but the funniest thing was tat dear dear look so happy and gan chiong when she gets to pong or hu !! haha !! very funny...the look on her face when she gets the card she wans =)
Ok me going to sleep le...very tired...goodnite dear dear...glad to spend the day wif u and give u real life goodnite kissie =)

...Hong Bao Duo Duo Lai !!

Just stopped mahjong and everyone left liao...checked phone and saw dear dear's sms...she's asleep by now i think...
Today is the 2nd day of CNY...woke up earlier than usual and tried to surprise dear dear by calling her in the morning instead of her usual wake up call for me =) however, zhun zhun she was eating her breakfast at tat time and didnt pick up...
So i went to get ready to leave...den slight delay in the plans cos yu cheng overslept. so ended up my bro and myself waited for her while mum and dad went first...we played abit of maple.
After tat went to eat abit first b4 going to auntie's place...haha once there eat again and met and talked to alot of people...had a look and tried world of warcraft...wow !! IT IS A DAMN GOOD GAME !! i am seriously interested in it...but abit expensive leh...about S$ 120 for the game in a box and S$ 30 for every month of play...somemore use credit card to pay...
Actually, it wasnt really my auntie's place...this year different, went to her son's place (my cousin)...wah he do up until super nice...all under 30k...my bro and yu cheng felt abit tio pian haha...maybe next time i ask him "gai siow" his contractor to me =P
We ended much earlier than usual...dad stayed there to play mahjong wif the aunties and mum had to go friends place for mahjong...my bro and yu cheng went to her colleagues place and i told them i was going back...but initially intended to call and ask dear dear if she's still at home and perhaps i can go over to see her. i miss her alot and never see her so long le so i tot i try my luck loh...actually already arranged to see her tomolo...haha i one more day oso dun wan to wait =P bo pian lah...miss her too much le. but when she picked up the phone, she told me she was bathing and will call me back...so i sian liao...cos it means tat she's prolly getting ready to go out...ah well...never mind loh...but the funny thing is tat she bath halfway can pick up my call...haha !! the thought of her standing there naked and dripping wet and talking to me over the phone seemed weird to me at first, but later seems like quite sexy haha !! *wink*
Anyways she called me and told me she got dinner wif her aunt and relatives so i went home, and played abit of maple...but too sian so i tried sleeping abit...den friends wan to play mahjong tonite...came over early and we talked while waiting for the rest...by the time all came...was like 10 pm liao...haha i wore my super lucky red "Fu" shirt =) heng ah...yu cheng first time play wif her noobie luck (i used to it liao...seen so many times before) ended up winning everyone...by the 2nd wind (nan) already "pokked" 2 players...i lucky won 40 cents so i pass to my friend to round it...basically ended up "bo lai". den i noe i need to find a way to get away from them for awhile so tat i can call dear dear...i really miss her and i noe she oso misses me and wan to tok to me...so i "gek gek" told them i need to go buy food...some abit not very comfortable why i all of a sudden wan to interrupt the game since they all wanted to play the 2nd round and 3 of them need to work tomolo...so they need to go back early...but i bo chap cos dear dear more important to me mah...friends i already got "pei" them liao...must give some time to dear dear too...so i rushed to 7-11 to look for stuff to buy and call dear dear...had a short (too short if u ask me) conversation wif her...but at least we gave each other our goodnite kissies =) and arranged wat time to meet tomolo...den i went back to eat my food and play wif them the 2nd round...in the end i won only like 8 bucks...haha...considered break even lah...but not too bad cos yu cheng super lucky today...hmm she was wearing some pink short sleeve t-shirt, maybe i need to try tat sometime haha...the others lost overall, so basically one big winner, one very small winner (me) and one medium loser and one big loser =P
Anyways i need to sleep soon cos tomolo waking up early so tat can go dear dear's place to "bai nian" her parents...but actually the most important thing is to see dear dear...second objective of "bai nian" is to get her parents used to my presence in their family so tat hopefully one day they can accept me =P okok...this is for u dear dear, before i sleep *muack* *muack* *muack* cant wait to see u tomolo =)

Gong Xi Fa Cai...

Its CNY today...did the usual stuff today...went to auntie's place to see mum's side for lunch, came back home late to rest like 2 hours den go to dad's side for dinner...
Got to catch up wif alot of aunties, uncles, and cousins...haha good to see tat everyone has progressed in their lives...they oso updated my current situation and as usual, the common question was: "So how? Got gf or not?" or "So when's your turn?" haha...used to it liao...but this year oso got some tat knew i got gf liao...when i told them at the wedding and they ask how come i dun bring her along leh...they wanna see her =P
Tomolo arranged to go auntie ah kee's side...same every year, but i am certainly looking forward to her food =P super good cook...every year she will cook up some very nice dishes like her specialty shao rou and power chilli !! And uncle gonna teach me a few tricks in tennis and cousin and friend showing me the new game, World of Warcraft they just started playing...must be a damn good game sia...one rate 9.5 out of 10 and the other 9.0 =)
Yeah !! Day 2 of 3 is over liao...getting to see dear dear soon =) *woot* kk i better go sleep...tomolo getting up early i think...now actually abit shack liao...goodnite dear dear...i cant wait to see u !!! *muack*

Xin Nian Chu Xi

Its CNY eve (actually now CNY 1st day le but i blogging for yesterday) and i just came back from refilling petrol in the car and eating prata for supper...first thing i do is to read dear dear's blog...sigh she so low morale...i feel pretty bad about it...hope she can understand...i oso gotta go sleep soon cos tomolo getting up early...omg its like 3.38am liao...better chop chop...
Day started wif dear dears call =) good to hear her voice, even on a day when we cant see each other...at least get to talk to each other...i got up, went for a quick lunch and fixed my dad's comp...he kenna virus and other malicious scripts again =( sigh, will need to reformat his comp again before i leave...very ma fan de. I came back about 2 mths ago reformat for him liao.
After tat, maple abit and returned dear dear 500k of the 530k i owe her for the fairy wand...hope she managed to get a good deal and buy the 3 kumbi stars cos tat should power up her character alot more.
Den it was time for dinner wif my family, grandma came over to join us...so we went to eat...after eating, sent grandma home and when i got home we watched the andy lau's mahjong show...i watched before so it wasnt too bad when we started watching the show late. after tat i called dear dear before we went to meet friends cos we arranged to watch midnite show Constantine...Keanu Reeves haha...he always act and look damn cool in those "gun them down and beat em up" shows. i told her tat cos the show is midnite, i would prolly have to call her and wish her goodnite before she actually goes to sleep. felt quite bad about it but if i were to call her in the cinema, it sure gonna start everyone asking me who dear dear is and wanting to see her when she's not ready yet and all tat...i had to sneakily call her by saying i go toilet den when only 3 of us go, the group smaller, den they go into the toilet i hang around outside and call her to wish her goodnite. oso the stupid singtel very useless loh...when we met up already they were asking cos we had 4 M1 people and 2 SingTel people, actually 5 of us total but me got 2 lines =P the problem was tat singtel line can sms to others but non singtel cannot sms to singtel users...keep having msg failed and not sent over...my friend tested on my both lines and M1 worked while the stupid singtel didnt =( when we were inside the cinema, dear dear msg me happy CNY and ask me dun reply cos she tot i watching show liao but i wan to wish her happy CNY too cos just turned 12 midnite (her sms was 12.02am) but argh !! she can send me but when i sent to her it keep msg fail...very frustrating !! i tried like about 8 times in a space of like 10 mins but the thing just couldnt work...in the end i gave up and told myself tat i will try to sms or call her after the show...hope i dun disturb her sleep tho...
After the show ended, i checked my phone and found her 2 sms, checking if the show ended and telling me she going to sleep liao...it was 2am, the show is like 2 hours loh...so i quickly msg her tat we going back cos my bro gotta rush to go toilet and normally can go kopi tiam but its CNY so they all close =( den when we reached home my bro rush upstairs and i remained downstairs to call dear dear...luckily she picked up but sounded very blur blur liao...sorry to wake u up dear dear...hope tomolo u dun keep yawning becos i sabo u =( after tat den we went to refill petrol and eat supper...i come back very guai le, read dear dear blog, comment, den blog so tat she got something to read, den me going to sleep le...no maple, and not doing anything else cos i need to try sleep as early as i can, promise dear dear le =)
ok me go sleep now...goodnite dear dear...sorry tat we didnt get to talk as much as we wanted...this is for u *muack* *hug* just remember tat even tho i cant see u or hear u or tok to u, i will always love u and miss u when u not by my side...